Nur Amira

Menadah Gerimis

2011-12-13T08:59:00.000-08:00

mlm ni tetibe ak rasa sedih lak dgr lagu nih
touching r biler ade org tuh dh siap smbut besday dy n ex dy
xtgu ak nk celebrate kan besday dy
ok lah..
sape lah ak
buat ape ak nk bg adiah n kek kt dy kan
lantak dy lah
dy dh smbut n org lain
biar lah org lain tuh yg belikan kek n hadiah
ak nih xde kaitan pon..
buang karan n duet ak jerk klu belikan adiah pon.
sekian.

MENADAH GERIMIS~ZIANA ZAIN

Bagaikan terdengarnya suara

Menghakis mengikis naluri
Mengeruhkan jernih suasana
Dan meretak harapan

Tiada erti aku merindu
Jika kau tak ingin bertemu
Apa gunanya bercinta di dalam kepura-puraan
Yang lafaz cinta hanya di bibir
Namun diri tak seringnya hadir
Di saat engkau diperlukan aku hampa

Usah dikelirukan cinta
Yang terkusut jiwa merana
Jangan dengan separuh hati
Diri ini kau cintai

Usahlah renung hanya di mata
Benamkanlah ke dasar hati
Renunganmu telusnya pasti
Berarash ke syurga cinta

Menanti kunjungan hampir pasti
Mengharap titis embun pagi
Dan bagai menadah gerimis
Yang masih pulang pergi

Tahun 2011 yg bakal berakhir

2011-12-07T03:14:00.001-08:00

Ak rasa bnyk sgt perkara jd tahun ni..

dan sikit sgt yg ak berjaya capai..

hati ni sedih sgt..

kdg2 sunyi..

bila rasa diri ak lone ranger dlm dunia ak..

ak pon xlama lagi dh nk masuk 22..

pejam celik pejam celik..

masa xpernah tunggu ak..

cepat sgt ..tok pon dh xdak

keluarga ak pulak bertambah dan berkurang..

kaklinda dh nk bersalin hari ahad ni..

sama besday n sultan selangoq

11.12.2011.

Adam lahir 13.12.2009

Adib lahir 10.6.2011

Ak rindukan org2 yg pernah ada dlm hidup ak..

Ak rindu kt tok..bila tok dh xdak, teringat kt dy..

Ak janji pada diri ak..

aku akan hargai semua org yg ada di depan mata ak sekarang..

my bestfren fathul.i miss u..ij, i miss u..

hope those who i love will love me just the way i love them..

apa pon tahun ni xlah seburuk buruk life..

mak ayah sentiasa menyokong ak

bersama ak susah senang dan sehat dan sakitku

ak syg adik..tp ak sll marah2 n pkul dy bila dy xdgr ckp sikit..

adik, maafkan kaknya..kaknya syg adik sgt2

ak sayu bila terkenang ak sll marah2 kaklinda sbb sll marah2 dy waktu dy ngndung sbb dy xlarat nk jalan time g shopping raya

ak lgsg xmemahami

skrg br ak nyesal

ak kesal dgn sikap ak

ak terlalu ikot hati..lgsg x amik berat atau kesahkan hal kakak ak

ak sll sakitkan ati kakak2 ak dan hati org2 yg sygkan ak

sori kaklinda..kakwani..

i promise to be a better adik, a better sister, a better sibling, companion.

Ak janji akan jadi perempuan yg lebih baik.

Yang layak di panggil kakak, adik, anak.

Ak nk jd anak yg baik untuk mak dan ayah..

X mau lawan2 ckp ayah dh..ckuplah selama ni.

Semoga tahun ni berlalu dan tersimpan dlm lipatan hatiku.

Semoga tahun 2012 yg bakal menjelma, membawa semangat baru untuk Siti Nur Amira Binti Ghazali.

Now She Gone

2011-08-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

balik kg hari jumaat 5hb 8.
.lepas bukak puase.
.gegas p rumah paklang..
ckp tok dh lorat/nazak.
tiba2 ja hrtu dy xbgun2 dr tdo..
mlm tu dy masuk icu kt KMC.
.tgu cne smpai pkul 4 pagi..balik rumah..
esok tu pergi lagi..tp masuk kejap je..
icu xleh tgu lama2.
.pastu ade waktu2 lawatan dy
ni 2nd time tok masuk icu
hari kedua dia tukar wad..
masuk wad biase
igtkan dh ok
b/p semua ok..temperature ok
tp time kt icu ecg dy sgt2 teruk..tp ak xterckp ape2
magrib tu bukak puasa n makcik..
dy pon bertolak balik kl
berkali2 Datuk Amin(dr yg rawat nenek ak) tny agak2 bile ak bole bawak balik tok ke rumah
tp ak xpham maksud tersirat
sebaliknya ak soal datuk amin balik..
tny dy dh sehat ke yg datuk nk dy bg dy balik
ptg esok tu.
.ak balik rumah bila makngah n jan dtg ganti tgu tok
tgh tdo kt rumah..pkul 3 pagi
terbangun..dgr kakwani ckp kt fon..
dorg bgtau tok dh xde
mmg terkejut sgt..
pasni kami dh xde tok dh
cepat sgt dy p..
mengejut..
xsgka dy akan p dgn cepat..
ak bedakkan dy
mandikan jenazah dy
itu yg mampu ak buat utk dy buat kali terakhir
semoga roh tok dicucuri rahmat
tok meninggal dlm bulan baik
bulan ramadhan yg mulia
ramai tegur tok nampak lawa waktu dtg menziarah jenazah..
mmg betul..

Muhammad Adib Thaqif Bin Mohd Zaidi

2011-06-15T15:21:00.000-07:00

my new nephew delivery..pics throughout the days when i was back in home town..

pagi bfr p bersalin..dan lagi posing

odway ke bilik bedah...huhu..scary

here is Muhammad Adib Thaqif

ni old babies with mak eden...

hehhe..ni pon newborn jugak..cume bermisai sket..

geng2 ciwi..heheh

sekian~

New babies..

2011-06-07T07:47:00.001-07:00

2009, ak dapat anak sedara sulong.

The only anak sedara yang ak ada smpai saat ini..mlm ni., 10.25mlm 7 june 2011.

10june 2011, aku bakal ada dua anak sedara.

Kak wani tgh sarat mengandung anak kedua,

dy akan bersalin secara c section 10hb nti..

adam dulu pon belah jugak sbb dy takot nk bersalin biasa..

lagipon adam besaq sgt. 3.6kg birth weight dy..hehe

melalak!!!..hehe

raya 2010~

adam dh setahun 6 bulan.dy buas sgt2 ok..meluat ak..

TP SYG SGT2 KT ADAM..HEHE...
DY comel..xmcm mcm anak menakan org len la..haha.
dy yg plg comel..hehhe

ni bapak menyusu baby...

lepas setahun kak linda kwen..

dy seniri smpai dh malas nk beli pregnancy test kit sbb dok –ve jugak

pagi tu dy masuk toilet bising2 pasai semut hitam busuk

logic la semut nk busuk

mlm tu dy bising2 perut dy kembung,..angin la

siap abg pojie naik urut duduk atas blkg dy lagik..hehhe

ak pelik sgt2..

ak pergi klcc aritu

mlm tu balik singgah tesco beli pregnancy test kit

hehehe

balik umah kak linda..

ak soh dy bg sample urine

ak pon tets la

TUP2X

Naik dua line...yeayyy..positif

Dy xcaya..hehe

Pastu g 7e mlm tu jugak

Beli lagi

Test lagi..mmg positif,...hehhe

Ak pon kira la due date dy

28 hb 12 2011

So tahun 2011, ak bakal tambah 2 anak sedara..huhu

Yg lawaknya..kaklinda ckp..dy nk anak dy mcm ak..hehehe

Ak xsgka..walaupon ak mcm ni..rupanya akak ak suka ak..hehe

Nk anak dy puteh n pandai mcm ak..maun ak xkembang semangkok..haha..riak ok

Sekian..hehhe

Well..i am counting the time n seconds..lagi 3 hari ak bakal jumpa insan baru dalam keluargaku..

~WELCOME TO THIS WORLD MUHAMMAD ADIB THAQIF BIN MOHAMMAD ZAIDI~

Tgok movies, thor n kongsi

2011-05-15T01:21:00.001-07:00

Ak dh tgok thor 2x ok..

xbesh pon..second time ak tgok kt klcc..

tgok skrin sikit2 je..

bnyk kco mbe ak..hehheh..

dok nyembang lebih..

pastu g shopping kt klcc..heaven..haha..

1^st time g tgok n nani..

beria dlm kelas pon booking ticket kt midvalley siap2..

pkul 4 redah federal highway g bangsar.bahagia la g n nany.

Balik kg, hari khamis.pas adik balik skolah..

Soh dy siap cepat2..pas mkn nasi kami terus g cr ticket movy kongsi

Seyes..ak malas nk mencarut..

tp ak mencarut jugak la sket kt minah jaga ticket alor star mall

tp pompuan tu mmg mcm shit la.

Ko nama pon jaga kaunter..hormat la customer sket..

Ni boleh ckp kurang ajar..kasar2

Sabar je..terus ak xtgok kt alor star mall

Ak pergi city plaza

Eventhough cinema dy xbesh

At least ticket girl dy baik

Pakai tdung dan sopan

Ckp pon lembut je.

Ok sekian. Review ak pasal cinema di alor star..pasni ak nk tgok kt jitra mall pulak..ok ke x ok

Azam Dpt UPNM

2011-05-13T22:05:00.001-07:00

Lepas 2 kali saringan temuduga..mula kt tudm kepala batas.pastu kem terendak Melaka..azam dapat tawaran jadi pegawai kadet kt UPNM buat asasi kejuruteraan...nama upnm dlm bi mcm sedap gak..hehe..national defense university. Dia dapat biasiswa kementerian pertahanan. Yuran free, pastu alaun bulan2 masuk 1288rgt..bnyk la kan..untuk budak u..dah la dok pon free kt kem.bestnya dy/..ak harap adik ak Berjaya..sebagai kakak, ak sangat2 bangga dengan adik ak. Xsia2 kesungguhan dia lari 3.2km dlam 18minit smpai muntah2 lepas tu..hhehe..tu la..kje naik mto je..mana la nk fit...nge~..ngata dy.;.tp ak gumuk dh now..hehe..ak doakan adik ak Berjaya..harini mak n ayah buat kenduri kesyukuran sebab azam nk masuk u.hehe..mak ak ckp baru2 nih..adik masuk u ni pon ujian Tuhan buat kita..Tuhan nk tgok kita akan riak ke bongkak atau makin bersyukur dengan kurniaan TUhan pada kita. Alhamdulillah. Semua ni Allah yang beri. KLu Tuhan xnk bagi, buat la mcm mana pon..xkan dpt. Bila ak kenang rasa hepi ak ni..seronok adik dapat masuk u..baru ak tau,,mcm ni la perasaan kak2 ak bila ak dpt smbung study dulu.rupanya inilah perasaan seorang kak yang medoakan kejayaan adik2 yang masih kecik. Dulu2, time kecik, ak suka pukul azam, gaduh2..smpai ayah tny, xsayang kt adik ka dok buat adik mcm ni. Dh la ada sorg adik ja.ak xdak adik lain time tu. 2003, ak form 3..3hb9.mak baru bersalin kat danial.so ak pon ada la 2 adik. Yang ak syg sgt2.

Org yg pandai berkata2

2011-04-12T11:29:00.001-07:00

Anuar org yg pandai berkata2..walaupon dy ckp benda yg xlogik..akan nmpak logic..org akan terpesona n mula pikir n terima je apa yg dy ckp.. tp adakah kita nk org yg pandai berkata2 semata2..apa motif anuar masuk politiK?nk blas dendam ke..syg lagi ke anuar kt Malaysia ni lepas dy masuk penjara.. ak Rasa anuar Cuma nk puas kan hati dy sbb dy masuk penjara dulu. Lagipon dlm dunia ni org cari satisfaction. Apa yg dibuat sbb nk capai satisfaction.

Better not to choose anuar.sgt2 risky je klu dy jd pemimpin.bnyk sgt yg pelik. Mna dy dpt dana beli baju lepas kuar penjara untuk himpunan baju kuning tu. Seyes ak pelik..kaya pulak dy nk beli tshirt untuk 4ribu org. Mmg politik kotor. Tp jgn smpai kita dipergunakan org yg Cuma nk puaskan hati dy n hajat dya.

Neway post ni mgkin akan bt ayah ak marah..hehe

kejam..Ustaz vs Murid 7tahun...tgok sape menang??

2011-04-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

then...

last...

ntah la..sbb tu payah ak nk percaya geng2 ustaz skola agama..
pakai tudung2 labuh,,
ak bukan anti..cuma xpercaya
sbb dalaman tu lain
bnyk lakonan semata2..
sbb dorg kja ustaz so they act like they are noble infront of us
instead who may knows whats in their heart..
people expect them to be good people..
insan yg baik..konon2 kudus..
USTAZ2....i dont believe
i know its not all of them
i dont want to be prejudice but thats what always occur
perogol..tp kt dahi ade tanda hitam..nk prove rajin solat
padahal time sujud tu tenyeh dahi kuat2 kt lantai sbb berlakon
ak akui ramai org baik..luar dalam
tp sesetengah tu..terlampau berlakon
same goes to they theory of man who show more/ express about they think..wont be harmful or dare to rape..but people who so diam2/shy2 cat..mmg r..sgt2 hazardous and dangerous
xtahu la ape dalam otak/hati ustaz tu time seksa budak tu
kak aina suruh ak byg ak yg dh umo21..dh besar
kena ikat kt tgkap..then kak aina(25years old) kick ak
two hours ok
byg kan
sakit giler
itu bagi ak yg dh besar
cuba adik saiful syazani yg masih kecik
seorang kanak2 berusia 7tahun sepatotnya kita lindungi dan bagi kasih syg
kenapa ada manusia sanggup untuk pkul kanak2..
ak ada adik umo 8tahun
dan ak..kami sekeluarga sangat sayangkan danial..
hanya Tuhan yg tahu kasih kami pada danial\
td mak kol..ckp pasal budak yg mati kna pkul n cikgu
mak ckp..adik ktrg tengking sikit pon dh xbrani melawan
nk pulak kna ikat n tendang smpai mati

ntah la..malas nk komen pasal skola pas nih
org2 pas bnyk berlakon
mcm last time banjir kt kedah
menteri besar..jgn kan menteri besar..
wakil rakyat pon lgsg xjenguk tgok org banjir
bukan duet yg diharapkan
tp keprihatinan
mmg org pas bnyk berlakon
siap pakai kopiah..serban
layakkah org2 mcm tu jd pemimpin
penuh lakonan
dorg ckp je pandai
bnyk mempertikai sumbangan org
sumbangan dorg xde lgsg

even in alor star..it is most easily to get laid with girls from skola agama which i dont think the need of mentioning the name..
http://makngohselamoh.blogspot.com/2011/04/al-fatihah-untuk-arwah-saiful-syazani.html

SPM ADIKKU..AZAM MINERVA~

2011-03-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

"To my beloved adik...Azam Minerva who managed to score 7Asz in SpM..dont feel frustrated xdpt straight As...i still love u baby..its a long way to go...hehe..ok pe 7A..xla teruk sgt.."

Well..thats my shout out on fb..
on 23rd March 2011..
azam arrived at alor setar from kl..
get a nap..
and wake up that morning..
i am excited too at the moment..
feel really curious to know his result.
we went to his school after ayah and danial come back from merentas desa.
After waiting for so long..
at last his result come in and he manage to score 7As in his SPM
he seem to be upset and disappointed..
my parents..
to his shock..he get b in English..
but for me it is still ok..
life is not only for straight As people..
it is made for everyone..
whether u get As or not..
there is always pathway for you to go on..
no matter u get in a polytechnic or ikm or university..
as long as u never give up..
n dont be lazy..
i admit i am lazy
i am planning to change myself..
be a better girl
a better sister for my sibling
a better daughter for my parents
a better friend for my friends..hehe

i know..azam didn't manage to score because he is too lazy yet too bz merempit
with his 135LC..

if u work harder before this,.,i bet u get the straight As
but it still ok la adikku..u r not too bad..
7A is always ok..
i am praying for you to get place in UPNM as u wishes...
last but not least
i am proud of u..

Born This Way~ :: SelfLOVE ::

2011-03-08T17:47:00.000-08:00

Be yourself and dont let anyone ever tell you that you cant get yourdream!!..
free yourself
Let go anyone who think or say you can not fit in..
reject any person who ever say u are not good enough, pretty enough!!!!!
COS U R BORN THIS WAY!!...God make no mistake..

You must never look back..
Never go backwards..
You must always forwards!!!!

Pink - Perfect [Lyrics]

2011-03-03T02:03:00.000-08:00

Fuckin' Perfect Lyrics

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didnt slow me down.

Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same

Oh

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer

So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
http://www.elyricsworld.com/fuckin'_perfect_lyrics_pink.html
And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeeeeaaaahhh
Oooooooh
Oh baby pretty please

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

Losing My Grip To Reality

2011-02-21T07:10:00.001-08:00

-..-..—its hard to say..i miss us..me and u are no longer called as us or we..

Speechless

2011-02-21T07:08:00.001-08:00

i am speechless..u left me speechless...i leave u speechless...we both speechless

FEBRUARI 2011

2011-02-15T12:00:00.000-08:00

a lot of things happened and change lately..
i am hurt badly..
cant even stand a single day without crying..

i can say it a kind of agony..
but AGONY is just to bad to describe the torment

this excruciation has brought me somehow to weeks of crying..
while driving..and even after parking my car..at home when i was alone..
after stopping the car engine..
it took me 3 min to give a break and crying myself out
it is not a self pity..
but it is pain
painful
really painful

that make me feel like nk guling2 atas jalan..heks

well, anyway..i took my car from workshop
850ringgit..nk pitam ok
ij paid it already but then i payback to him..
cos i feel not comfortable letting him paying all of the bilL
then using my mom`s money and mine a bit..i give him 600
My bestie aka besfren forever, came over from Jitra

She is studying in JCU, queensland, aussie

she is doing medicine too
1st year freshiee..,..hehhee
miss her damn much
she brings back all the laughters that lost in my crucifixion
she is my bestfren when i was in mrsm
never found someone like her
a girl who is so honest with me
a person who i can bitch about
who can bitch me back
i only allow her to mencarut2 at me
others,..not so2 la..
even a fren say `weh` pon i already feel embittered
i love her so much
5 days together seem to be really short
full of joke
she dislike ij so much..hahaha
even dare to curse about ij in front of me
hehehe..jebon kan fathul ni

we went to sunway.SHOPPING..
even timesquare

we went to KAMAL eventhough both of us dont know where on the earth it is
as luck would have it, we found SYARIKAT KAMAL
hehe..fathul pon beli la buku2 medik dy
ak tgok2 stetoscope
tp kedekutnye pasal..yg harga 40rggt pon xbeli
malas nk beli..haha
tp ak rasa nk beli yg ade button tedi bear..mcm kiut je..hehe
satg p spital..patient igt ak doktot main2 pulak..kih3x

selagi ak xmasuk pektikel kt spital..selagi tu ak xbeli..haha
nk beli pon beli yg murah je..syg duet..haha
tp duet beli baju bole pulak,..hehe
keji kan..
FATHUL ISLAM,,...IF ONLY U READ MY BLOG..
I WANT TO SAY THAT U CHANGE MY SORROWFUL DAYS INTO BLISSFULL DAYS
..i am just a bestfren who is fully happy happy and feel contented with u by myside..
meeting u reminds me who i am..
how much i love u and all the moment we had together
u r my besfren forever..hehe

we start talking about how diligent, and high spirited both us of studying so hard to get straight A`s in spm
yes..seriuosly..
we study together troughout the year of taking spm..
when i asleep she will awaken me..so do i
we tried to imagine ourself taking degree together..
it must be a lot of glory and fun
she bring the best in me..and same goes to me..
but..destiny has brought us apart..i have learn to live without her..
i will study hard so i can be her colleague then..hehe

well she gain weight..i noticed it and start calling her gumuk..haha
padahal i am fat too now..OBESITY PROBLEM

hope both of us to have this kind of body..haha
nk kena tukar cita2..nk jadi model la..
klu aim jd model..sure kna kurus..n usaha jd kurus.,..kah3x

ak aim nk jd sebesar pompuan dlm gbr ni..cantik kan..kurus,,.tgi..hot
bfr berpisah..we make a promise..of reducing weight...
next year when we meet again..i want to be thin back like the old time
she also want to be thin
`org lain makin besar,jaga badan n makin kurus, knapa kita berdua makin besar, makin gemuk.`
hehe..sebab kita suka makan n ade duet kot..tu lak jwpn ak.heheh
now..since she has go back to bandar darulaman..
i start really miss her.

start being lonely..and sorrow..and crying..

hope to meet her again in klia this 21februari
she is taking off back to aussie..

neway..ak nk rumah mcm ni bole??tuan rumah ni nama mira jugak
sm mcm nama ak..heks..

Contest Sy Suka Bt Peace~Peace Dalam POndok Telepon~

2011-01-29T20:42:00.000-08:00

Jangan memain..bersabung nyawa nk angkat peace dlm pondok tipon~

actually contest ni ak baca kt fadz nye blog,,

http://fadzforfun.blogspot.com/

ak agak suke baca2 ape yg dy repek2..bes..haha

hilang rindu kek adik di kg

pastu tetengok dy join contest..

ni xjadi nih..nk kna join gak,..

gilo psko excited nk join..kih3x

ni gbr kengkawan foundation time g genting~

memory daun pisangs~

anyway sesapa nk join sila ke blog fara

http://babyglarothic.blogspot.com/2010/12/fara-first-giveaway.html

ade la pasal syarat contest tu n mcm ne nk joinnye~

xpon bole je klik kat banner sebelah tu..

5 makhluk ak nk tagged untuk contest ni:

aten: http://angelofastar.blogspot.com/

kak aina: http://aina-ainaa-aina.blogspot.com/

lina: http://www.leenaspeakout.blogspot.com/

zue anak sudin: http://zulaikha1405.blogspot.com/

wawa: http://najihahiman.blogspot.com/

neway i miss my ex house8..

bile jauh..br sedar..

dh terpisah..

sebumbung uni..

tp xtserempak..

Thanks 4 Acting Like U Care

2011-01-29T17:36:00.000-08:00

Suddenly u r just a stranger for me..
i barely know u after years knowing you..
Cheater!!!
Thats YOU!!

I hate you now..
No mercy for you..
I wont wager with u anymore..
So i am saying good bye for my own sake and pride..
Buhbye Dear..

And i want you to know that my heart still beating..
I wont drop to the ground..or down to self pity..

I WILL SURVIVE!!!

I will change myself..
I will get a hair cut and let it grow..
Feel Good!!!

Angan-angan nk P Jalan2

2011-01-22T10:11:00.000-08:00

Bnyk sgt angan2 nk p jalan2 recently..
too much..too many people ngajak jalan2..uhuks~...
tp paling best time berangan n kak aina ptg ni time slowjog kt tasek sek 7, shh alam..
berangan sikit bes nk p london...

last2 melilau punya melilau nk p BALI..hahha

guess what.,..
too many things come cross our purple mind,,,,hehe
so many things that u arent able to do here..
can be done there,...uhuks~

27hb3..ij nk p umrah...
ak rasa keji sikit2
beria order air zam2 n jubah
nge~
supposely org nk p beribadat
so jgn la order brg..
dy bukan nk p shopping Amira
bulan 4 berangan nk p bandung...hoho...

angan2 nk p berjalan2 bagai mcm ak ni xdak kja kan..
padahal student weyh
STUDY FIRST
my job now is study..
so i need to do best in my study..
it is my job..
hoho....sabar je ann...
ak suke main2..
bahaye2

tHiS I LoVe~

2011-01-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

actually smbil2 study.,.
terasa nk dgr lagu this i love...
ak sgt2 sukekan gun n roses..
tp since ak meluat n faiz..
faiz pulak suke gnr..
mmg ak jd malas nk dgr..
nti ak tgat btapa meluat ak kt faiz..haha
neway ak plan pas exam nk g karok kt ampang park ke amp ke
nk bantai lagu ni..jgn memain..ahahahha
biar jewang berkarat xkesah dah..

And now I don’t know why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And it might not be wise
I’d still have to try
With all the love I have inside
I can’t deny
I just can’t let it die
Cause her heart’s just like mine
And she holds her pain inside
So if you ask me why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
I know somewhere inside
There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can’t deny
GNR Lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com
So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes
No matter how I try
They say it’s all a lie
So what’s the use of my
Confessions to a crime
Of passions that won’t die
In my heaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaart
So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes
Guitar Solo
So if she’s somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There’s no one else could ever make me feel
I’m so alive
I hoped she’d never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I’ve searched the universe and found myself
Within’ her eyes
And now I don’t know why
She wouldn’t say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
I’ll never say goodbye aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaeeeeye

AK SURF TENET SEKALI T`JPE..MAK AI.. NILAH KISAHNYE:

2011-01-07T13:26:00.000-08:00

Aku nih cuma nak tanya pendapat korang laaa.. Betul ke idak tindakan aku nih....

Macam nih la kisahnya.....

Aku dah kawin awal tahun 2004... dan kami dikurniakan satu cahaya mata fomfuan yang skang nih dah berusia 1 tahun 4 bulan .... Isteri aku pulak seorang doktor anaesthsia ( bius ) di HUSM . perkahwinan kitaorang memang atas dasar suka sama suka.....
So.. bila dah jadik doktor tuh kerja tak tentu masa apatah lagi kadang kadang isteri aku terpaksa on call di Accident And Emergency Unit ... Nak tak nak aku terpaksa telan hakikat bahawa tugasan tuh menuntut isteri aku macam tuh ... Kadang kadang frust jugak aku bila isteri tak balik rumah 2 hari emergency case punya pasal.... Ye laa.. sebagai lelaki normal, tentulah rasa bosan bila isteri takder di rumah ... Nasib baiklah mak aku tinggal sebumbung dengan aku....
Anak aku tuh Fina , aku terasa macam tak dapat kasih sayang yang sepatutnya dari umminya ... Dalam usia macam tuh dia selalu di tinggalkan.... Tapi apapun isteri aku tetap menyusukan anaknya bila ada peluang bercuti.... Skang nih Fina tinggal dengan mak aku.... Nasib baik aku bekalkan mak aku KACIP FATIMAH power root... LArat jugaklah mak aku menjaga anak aku yang nakal nih.... Kadang kadang aku bawak anak aku sekali pergi kerja.... Mujurlah syarikat sendiri....Kalau tak.. jangan harap la boleh bawak budak kat opis... Bab berak kencing , aku suh staf aku uruskan....HAhahahhaha....
Nak dijadikanlah cerita.... Ye la... bila isteri takder kat rumah.... aku bawak la anak aku jenjalan petang petang.. terutama sekali kat KB MALL... kat situ ada playground... Anak aku suka melompat lompat kat situ ....
Lepas main tuh... aku dgn anak aku pi la Mc Donald kat bawah tuh... Anak aku makan sundae....Aku pulak minum nescafe ....
Tiba tiba aku di tegur oleh si gadis manis...
"Cutenya....." dicubitnya pipi anak aku..
" Anak abang ke nih "
"A`a"
"Mummynya mana?"
"Kejer "
"Boleh kitaorang dok sini "
Kalau dengar bunyi percakapannya.. aku yakin dia bukan orang Kelate...

Aku perkenalkan namanya Sue..... Budak last sem Cosmo KOta Bharu..... Umur 25 tahun..... Amik kos IT di sini .... Dia bersama seorang kawannya...

Didukungnya anak aku... di main.. di cubit... di belanja lagi eskrem anak aku... nampak macam begitu mesra sekali dan anak aku macam boleh terima dia..Sedangkan dengan isteri aku sendiri pun tak semesra macam tuh....

Sue menyatakan hasrat nak jadi adik angkat aku. ..... Aku setuju....

hasrat sue nih aku nyatakan pada isteri aku....
" ALahhh.. adik angkat ajer" Takper" kata isteri aku...

Sue selalu antar msg....tanya khabar kami sekeluarga...

Suatu hari isteri aku mengajak Sue makan tengahri di rumah...
"Nak kenal adik angkat abang" katanya.....

Selepas pada tuh...... setiap kali isteri aku pi kerja.... aku berjumpa dengannya kat Kota Bharu... Kadang kadang pi Bachok mandi laut...
Lama Lama... timbul perasaan semacam jer pada si Sue nih.....
Dia macam memahami aku.....
Dalam masa 10 bulan... aku beranikan diri melamar dia...
Tentulah terkejut beruk Sue nih.....Memang aku serius nak melamar dia....
Sue katakan dia malu dengan isteri aku.....Dia tak kisah jadi isteri kedua pun....

Suatu hari aku nyatakanlah isteri aku yang aku nak kawin dengan Sue...

Aicehhh....3 hari tak tegur aku langsung......
3 hari tuh time tidur dia hadap sebelah sana... aku hadap sebelah sini....

Lepas pada hari tuh... aku terangkanlah betul betul pada dia kenapa aku nak kawin dengan Sue... Bukan kerana kelemahan isteri aku.... Cuma aku sayangkan SUe....

Isteri aku....sesibuk mana pun dia... hal rumahtangga tetap dia amik peduli.. Hari cuti dia akan uruskan rumahtangga.... Balik kerja pun dia tetap masak untuk aku... Kadang kadang dia belikan lauk.... Mak pun selalu tolong isteri aku masak....

Mak tak kata apapun bila aku nak kawin ngan Sue.... Lagipun time aku bawak Sue ke rumah... mak macam gembira dengan kedatangannnya...

Akhirnya kami berkawin pada bulan 7 hari tuh....Mak Bapak sue dari Gombak... Kg Sg Pusu...datang ke rumah aku..... Buat majlis kesyukuran aje...Dapat green light dari isteri pertama

Sue ngan Wife aku tinggal serumah...sekali ngan mak aku....
Sue aku suh dia berhenti kerja....
ISteri pertama tetap ngan kerjanya...
Aku tgk ok jer hubungan diaorang.. Mak pun ok...

TAPI MASALAHNYA SEKARANG....
Aku terasa macam wife aku nih macam nak menjauhkan diri je dari aku skang nih... Kalau aku call dia kat opis... Langsung dia tak angkat.... Balik umah jer... mandi.. solat.. pastu tido... langsung tak mau bercakap ngan aku.... Dengan anak kecik aku tuh macam malas je nak layan... Tuh yang aku perasan seminggu dua nih....
Nak kata aku tak adil pada wife aku tuh... tak mungkin....Dia dapat lebih dari Sue...Nak kata aku marahkan dia... tak pulak....
Skang nih pun dia jarang on call.. Letih katanya.... Aku tgk pun dia macam tak sihat... DIa marah aku bila aku ajak pi klinik...Bila sepatutnya kitaorang BERSAMA dia bagi alasan letih......
Entahlah... apa kene ngan isteri aku seminggu dua nih... Yang aku pelik lagi memelikkan... dia pergi kerja ngan BAS....... selama nih tak pernah naik BAS.. tetiba jer pi balik kejer naik BAS....
Walaupun macam tuh.... sarapan pagi aku tetap dia buatkan..... NESCAFE dia buat memang DA BOMB......
Korang rasa la kan... apa kene ngan isteri aku tuh....

Maaf lah bercerita panjang......

NEWAY KLU JD KAT KITA LA KAN..
XLEH BAYANG LA
COS AK NK SHARE BEG KE KASUT AK PON XSANGGUP
JGN BAYANG BENDA LAIN LA
BYG ORG NK SHARE KETE KO
PAKAI BAGAI DY PUNYA PULAK
PANAS2
LGPON AK XDE ADIK POMPUAN
BRG2 AK XDA NK KNA PAU
AK PON XNK ADA ADIK2 POMPUAN NI..HAHA

Jersi Mesia~Ciwi!!

2011-01-05T06:01:00.000-08:00

paksa2 kak madihah snap kan gbr ak..haha

Bendera Mesia Kt luar..dlm tulis tanah tumpah darahku

Motif ak letak gbr ni??haha..
of cos la kes nk menayang.,..haha..
ciwi..nge~
penat woo cari baju ni.,.p curve on 31st December2010..
sia2 p tp xdak pon..sold out kt alikhsan
alikhsan klang pon sold out
last2 kol sportsland midvalley,.ada
tu pon tgai 2lai
booking esoknya tu terus drive p amik
gilo kan
sesat pulak time nk balik shh alam..haha
smpai balai polis bukit aman
lgpon ak mmg xpernah p mid n keta
last time p 3bulan lepas n ktm,
tu pon after 3tahun xp mid lepas suhana fly russia

sedap x air pink ni?haha
botol ja pink..
jgn tertipu n air masak ja pon

Indon Makan Asap

2010-12-29T17:57:00.001-08:00

Kita dh menang!!

Hal ini membuktikan bangsa Malaysia jauh lebih hebat dan bagus dari Indonesia.

Sekian.

HARIMAU MALAYA MEMBAHAM GARUDA!!!!

2010-12-27T05:22:00.001-08:00

MALAYSIA MEMBENAMKAN indon
Ak sgt2 bangga tgok bola semalam...

oh tidak..SHAFEE SALI~

kebahagiaan melanda..

walaupon fan indon mcm haprak..

media indon pon sma la..

dh kalah tu kalah la..

nk blame kes laser lak~adess..

ni la kelaku org xleh terima kekalahan..

apa pon tahniah buat TEAM MALAYSIA sebab dah menang untuk final pertama dgn indon..

SEMOGA BERJAYA DI JAKARTA NANTI..!!!!

LOVE MALAYSIA..UHUKS~

NI VIDEO BUKTI INDON YG MULA MEN LASER2 NI..BIJAK2

VID LAWAN SEMALAM

4 Hari Di Tanah Seberang

2010-12-23T03:04:00.000-08:00

huhu...jalan2 lagi...
kali ni ke medan, indon.
p ngn mak ayah, bgcik dan danial.
mlm khamis tu ak pon balik n bus smpai pagi khamis..
siap2 barang semua..
pkul 4.30pagi kami naik bus p bayan lepas, penang.
naik flight xsmpai 30minit dh smpai bndr udara polonia, medan
bygkan la..
kluaq2 eport nmpk petronas...nge~
rasa mcm kt penang ja..haha...'
pastu kmi terus p shoping sket

pastu p Berastagi,
through the way to go there we saw a lot of stall written B1, B2 dan BBK, lomok2, saksang..
actually tu nama masakan dorg..huhu
B1=masakan anjing
B2=`` babi
BB=blackberry
saksang=daging babi dimasak n darahnya..then darah tu jd mcm agar2 at last
lomok2=daging anak babi
pastu ada lah pulak kami lalu area yg dipanggil `RED DISTRICT AREA`huhu
4jam travel mcm tu..
at last kami smpai kt hotel 4 bintang yg dikatakan
dok hotel sibayak
mmg sgt2 sejuk kt berastagi,
kalahkan cameron
smpai ak jadi takot nk pijak lantai klu x pakai selipar
pagi esoknya shoping kt pasar buah dy
ak beli la baju2 n t shirt as buah tgn..

kt berastagi ada 2 gunung berapi yg still aktif, gng sibayak n gng sinabung
tp xde la meletus..
klu x kompem eden xbalik malaysia ni..uhuks
kami pon travel ke Parapat..
lama sgt trip tu..
penat sesangat..
tapi ak tdo je sepanjang jalan..haha

neway tour guide kami nama Rahmat Agus
dy baik giler n danial sgt2 sukekan dy
kami pon ape lagi
biar je danial kepit dy..
pesan dy soh ngasuhkan danial..huhu
pas mkn nasi kt parapat
naik la feri dlm sejam mcm tu ke Pulau Samosir
Pulau Samosir terletak tgh2 Tasek Toba
Tasek Toba asal dr kawah gunung berapi
mmg sgt2 dalam,
range dy 400m to 1000m
air pon hijau
angin dy sejuk..sedap sgt2

Kami smpai ke Kg Ambarita
ada la kerusi batu semulajadi
tempat pemenggalan kepala..
agus terang siap ada lakonan semula
ctu kg org batak toba
kt cna mmg org mkn semua
kucing, anjing. tikus, babi
even pesalah yg dipenggalkan dulu kala mmg akan dipotong dibahagikan n rakyat jelata
tp kt ctu agak sedih la
org pulau susah2
key chain dorg bt seniri
budak2 akn suruh kita lempar syiling or duet untuk dorg selam amik
ak kesian tgok dorg

neway kt umah org batak even patung dorg mmg ada ukiran tetek..huhu
cos org batak percaya pompuan yg seksi bkn terletak pd perut, kaki, muka
hahha..tp pd boob dy cos dorg kata boob besar anak ramai
pastu naik feri g check in kat Toledo Inn

naik moto ronda tgok kg..nge~ade je babi kecik2 kt laman rumah dorg,.huhu
org tgh melapah babi pon ade gak jpe..

mak tumpang pose eventhough bonceng je n ayah

muka danial lpas kna marah n ayah..tu la buas sgt..xdok diam..dh tasek tu dalam sgt2

nk panda ni..nge~

ak n aidil..disebabkan org indon kurus2..dorg tny ak n aidil bt mcm ne bagi jd tomok,..hahha.ape lagi..makan r

ni kt changlon je ni..bakal jadi 4..

adindaku..semoga spm straight A`s..

Kembang br bsalin..dpt 4 anak..ni salah sekor..kiut kan

neway..nti ak upload gbr n story lg.,now nk mandi

**ak da rajin ni..
da upload gbr..uhuks..
pada hari ke-3 kami pon p kg tomok..
pastu balik perapat n balik medan...
tdo kt hotel 5bntg Madani..
dy pakai konsep islam..
org kja pakai tudung okeh..
hari ke 4 shoping di medan.kt pasar ikan..
ptg balik mesia..uhuks..
rasa xpuas lagi dok cna..
a bit sedih gak time nk balik..
nak2 pulak tour guide tu sebak time nyanyi lagu selamat tgai kt kami..
dy kan rapat n danial..
xpa..next year p lagi,..jakarta wait for us okeh..haha

Ya Tuhan

2010-12-12T05:24:00.001-08:00

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kau ampunkanlah segala dosa yang telah aku lakukan, dosa kedua ibu bapaku, dosa guru-guruku, dosa sahabatku, dosa muslimin dan muslimat.

Kau panjangkanlah usia kami, Kau rahmatilah kami Ya Allah, Lindungilah kami daripada gangguan jin dan syaitan Ya Allah, masukkanlah kami dalam syurgamu Ya Allah.

Kau berilah petunjuk dan hidayat kepada kami Ya Allah, serta janganlah kau palingkan hati kami setelah Engkau memberi petunjuk kepada kami.

Ya Allah, diri ini hanyalah hamba yang lemah lagi hina, Kau suburkan cinta kami buatMu serta rasulMu. Bimbinglah hati kami ke jalanMu Ya Allah.

Berilah kemanisan iman kepada kami Ya Allah. Hanya padaMu kumohon pertolongan Ya Allah. Tingkatkanlah keimanan dan ketakwaan kepada kami Ya Allah.

Lapangkanlah hati kami, sucikanlah hati kami serta bersihkanlah jiwa kami Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Ya Zaljalali wal 'ikram.

Kau kasihanilah hambaMu ini Ya Allah, Kau kasihanilah hambaMu ini Ya Allah, Kau kasihanilah hambaMu ini Ya Allah.

its december

2010-12-04T19:11:00.000-08:00

masa sgt2 cepat berlalu.

ak still tercongak2 dalam 2010,

dgn exam n study yg xbrapa menentu..

trying to find the best way in dealing all obstacles..

pejam celik2 pejam celik,

its anniversary dah pon..

and his birthday is coming too...

malas nk amik port..

malas nk beli hadiah..

just be good n maintain everything..

lagi 2hari awal muharram,

ak nk bt azam n tekad baru.

.nk jadi org yang lebih baik,

yang lebih sabar..

neway, now ak kt perak, bercuti di teluk batik..HOLIDAY!!!

p/s: i change my hair colour...so terang benderang..hehehe

dark gold blonde

Surat Rasmi Mintak Poligami

2010-11-25T07:01:00.001-08:00

Suami bin Lelaki
17, Jalan Angkasa ,
24300, Kemaman
Terengganu ..

Isteri binti Perempuan
17, Jalan Angkasa ,
24300, Kemaman
Terengganu .

31 April 2006

Puan,

PERKARA : PERMOHONAN UNTUK BERPOLIGAMI

Perkara di atas adalah di rujuk.

2. Sebab utama permohonan ini di lakukan adalah kerana saya ingin melengkapkan kuota yang telah di peruntukkan bagi saya . Buat masa ini kuota yang telah di isi cuma satu , memandangkan masih ada 3 kekosongan , eloklah jika dapat dipenuhi secepat mung kin . Pihak yang akan mengisi satu kekosongan ini buat masa ini ialah Cik Hana Fazura binti Ramli yang merupakan setiausaha saya di pejabat . Memandangkan komitmen yang beliau tunjukkan di pejabat amat baik , eloklah jika kita masukkan dia bersama kita di dalam organisasi keluarga kita . Kekosongan yang selebihnya akan diisi di masa akan datang.

3. Untuk makluman pihak puan , yang sebenarnya masalah ini telah lama saya fikirkan tetapi memandangkan poket saya yang selalu nipis , terpaksalah saya tangguhkan dulu permohonan ini di samping kurangnye rasa keyakin an untuk mengemukakan permohonan ini . Kini, setelah saya dapat mengeluarkan kesemua duit pelaburan ASB saya , saya merasakan kembalinya semangat saya yang telah hilang selama ini.

4. Permohonan ini amat setimpal kerana dengan kedudukan sekarang ia menguntungkan kedua belah pihak dan juga pihak ketiga . Selama ini hidup kita bahagia sebab jika tidak , manakan mung kin puan dapat menjadi seperti sekarang . Semua yang puan miliki sudah bertambah besar. Kereta besar , rumah besar , rantai besar dan pakaian besar . Jika dulu potongan puan seperti gitar, kini sudah bertukar menjadi drum. Oleh itu, sudilah kiranya dapat kita kongsi bersama insan lain kebahagiaan kita ini.

5. Pihak puan juga dapat menikmati faedah dari kelulusan permohonan ini kerana puan akan tetap menikmati apa yang telah puan miliki sekarang dengan waktu bekerja lebih singkat dan sistem syif akan di perkenalkan iaitu 1 hari kerja dan 1 hari cuti rehat . Waktu bekerja yang selebihnya akan ditampung oleh pihak ketiga. Kebaikan yang puan akan nikmati ialah waktu rehat yang bebas kerana dalam waktu puan bercuti, saya selaku Penyelia tidak akan memantau aktiviti yang puan lakukan . Pada waktu itu saya cuma akan fokus kepada hasil kerja pihak ketiga . Menguntungkan bukan?

6. Segala kerjasama dari pihak puan saya dahulukan dengan ribuan terima kasih. Saya amat berharap pihak puan dapat meluluskan permohonan saya ini kerana adalah lebih baik jika kita dapat berkongsi kebahagiaan kita ini bersama insan lain. Saya harap permohonan saya ini di balas dengan senyuman penuh keikhlasan dari pihak puan dan tandatangan puan di atas kertas yang saya lampirkan bukannya balingan periuk nasi , pinggan-mangkuk , ketukan senduk dan perkara-perkara yang menyukarkan pihak puan untuk melakukannya.

7. Saya harap puan sudi meluluskan permohonan ini . Hadirkanlah senyumanmu sebagaimana ketika kita menyambut orang baru iaitu bayi kita kedalam keluarga kita 10 tahun lepas ….. Situasinya lebih kurang sama dengan masa kini . Kita akan menerima orang baru juga cuma bezanya ialah jika 10 tahun yang lepas kita perlu menjaga dan membelainya dengan manja bersama tetapi kali ini, setiap urusan penjagaan dan belaian manja akan di laksanakan oleh saya sepenuhnya.

8. Akhir kata , saya harap permohonan saya ini dapat dibalas secepat mungkin. Semoga kita bersama-bersama dengan pihak ketiga akan dapat melaksanakan program ini dengan jayanya.

Sekian , Terima Kasih.

"BERKORBAN DAN BERKONGSI KEBAHAGIAAN LAMBANG RUMAHTANGGA BAHAGIA"

Yang Ikhlas Memohon ,

Suami bin Lelaki

kredit to Akma

Ak Mencari Mood...

2010-11-24T00:20:00.000-08:00

sem dh mula 3hari..
ak still xp kelas..
mangsa banjir...hehe
neway ak attach some pic

main ski kt porch..xyah ke laut..pls jgn dengki ye..haha

convo kaklinda

seriuosly xtau la..
ak sgt2 xdak mood..
still cr mood dan kekuatan nk ke kelas..
esok nk p piknik..
neway sapa2 nk join pls contact balqis..
she`s the organiser..

Kalau Berpacaran

2010-10-27T20:37:00.000-07:00

~Kami Prihatin~

I LoVe My Class8

2010-10-21T02:12:00.001-07:00

Bila je ak on lappy..belek2 gambar MSU..gambar geng2 kelas..musty ak senyum2..rasa sayang sgt kat geng kelas ak..dengan geng kelas la ak p berkaroke, p jalan2,,p tgok movy..hidup ini disinari cahaya keNjoYan..huhu..besh...so kepada sesapa yg xsuka class8, u should start loving all your frens n class8..they r same as our family. Dorg la yg kita ada di kala susah n senang, especially bagi perantau sebatang kara mcm ak ni kt shhhh alam...neway...muahhhhhs my class8...love u guys..cant wait to start new sem..to meet you guys..Class8 ak bt semua yg payah ak lalui selama ni jadi lebih mudah dan simple...

Ubat Mengantuk...

2010-10-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

Bila mengantuk..

org selalu menidakkan kehendak dan keperluan diri,,..

bila mengantuk ..

Langkah tepat yang perlu diambil adalah tdoq..

ubat mengantuk adalah tdoq..

bukannya pakai

Cikgu Husairi Hussin sgt2 praktikal;

dy cikgu kt mrsm ak dulu

dy bg student tdoq klu mengantuk sgt kt dalam kelas dy

dy xkan marah

sgt2 memahami

ak harap cikgu2 kat malaysia ni semua mcm dy..huk3x

ye la..timing tdo setiap manusia ni kan xsama..hahah

lgpon kita jadi mengantuk sbb kurg rehat..

kurang oksigen

so tdo je klu mengantuk

n pls3x..never ever drive while mengantuk

bhenti n tdo dulu ok..

nyawa kita ni satu2nya benda yg free dlm hidup kita

Tuhan xsuruh kita bayar untuk nyawa kita

tp nyawa ni jugak satu2nya benda yang xbole dibeli..

sekali dh mati tu..mati la jawabnya

if mengantuk dlm kelas..?

bt2 je mcm demam..haha

ak klu xde mood..

rasa nk tdo satu hari dlm kelas..

ak ckp ak selsema..

lagipon tiada apa yang lebih enak melainkan tdo bila mengantuk..

salah satu nikmat dunia adalah tdoq..

ak xsuka paksa diri ak..

tapi desakan untuk berjaya kdg2 paksa ak untuk bangun awai untuk baca buku..huk3x

tp pastu kdg2 ak tertido kt dapur..

sbb terlampau mengantuk

I LOVE TIDOQ!

tips exam..

2010-10-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

sila hayati...

Parut Di Wajahku Menjelang Final Exam

2010-10-08T01:35:00.000-07:00

Ak sedar wajahku bagai gangster diparangkan wajahnya.
namun jiwa ini masih yakin berkeliaran di merata tempat tanpa mekap concelear.hehhe
Namun pada pagi exam 5hb10 2010,
dgn berbekalkan ilmu yg distudy mlm itu,
ak pon merajinkan diri bermekap ke dewan chansellor nk p exam.
Tup3x ramai pulak kagum parut panjang di pipi ku sudah hilang..hehe
padahal xhilang pon..
tp itulah yang dinamakan kuasa sebuah mekap..
Mekap ibarat melukis
Kita mewarna dan mencorakkan eyeshadow..
melorekkan eyeliner..
Ak yakin jiwa seni ku tidak terhenti di sini
Ak akan terus bermekap setiap kali exam tiba..hahahha

BODY WEIGHT!!!

2010-10-02T07:08:00.001-07:00

Actually before puasa, i was on diet. Quite strict. I am abstaining from rice while the fact that I LOVE NASI. I take care of what I eat. But it only goes about 2 weeks, then after start eating a lot back due to overenjoy seeing my spare tyring leaving me. So tonite, after almost a month of Syawal.so much raya. I want to diet back, put my self in a good manner of eating. No more overeating..no more,…no more..for the sake of myself. I saw my childhood fren fb, she`s not changing at all..still slim. When we are small, both of us are thin, but as we grow up, she is thin while I am thick..heheh

Don't wanna be a fat doctor!!!

Ingatlah

2010-09-20T09:19:00.001-07:00

Hadith riwayat Syaikhani & Tarmizi

Walau sebesar Bukit Uhud sekalipon dosa yang telah kita lakukan,

Sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T masih mengampunkan dosa kita,

Oleh itu kembalilah kepada Nya,

Andaikata hidup ini telah jauh dari landasan yang ditentukan oleh Nya,

Sesungguhnya kasih saying Allah membatasi kasih sayang seluruh makhluk Nya...

Sosilawati

2010-09-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

time ak baca paper sosilawati hilang,
ak hope dy pergi melancong ke melencong tp xbgtau anak dy..
but then bile paper ckp dy may be kena kurung ke ape ke..
n peguam, n pegawai bank n driver dy..
4 org sekali gus..
mmg agak mencuakkan ak..
seyesly, pagi ni tahu2 dy da dibunuh, kejamnya.
kenapa nk bunuh???
tahu x betapa susahnya nk jumpe org melayu yang kaye mcm dy
perempuan yang berjaya mcm dy
apa salah dy sampai nk bbunuh dy.
xkesiankan dy ke
family dy..
anak2 dy
dh la raye2 ni
mcm chics http://www.chicsinred.com/blog/2010/09/12/kejamnya-kau-manusia cakap. xksah apa pon motifnye tp xbole la nk bunuh org sekejam ni

Cuba la bayangkan kita di tempat sosilawati;
mcm mana keadaan dy sebelom mati
apa yang dy rasa
mcm mana takotnye nk dibunuh
mcm mana sakitnya dan seksanya sebelom mati

sampai sekarang ak still teringat pasal nurin
ak sgt2 takot bila terpikir mcm mn dorg seksa nurin sampai mati..
apa yg nurin rasa..mcm mana dy meraung
kejamkan manusia ni..
mana perasaan

tahu la nk upah samseng untuk bunuh org ni setakat 500rggt pon bole dapat.
tapi pikir lah kesan2nya..
mcm mana keadaan org yg kita benci atau aniaya itu sebelum dy mati..

tahu xbetapa susahnya doktor kat hospital nk selamatkan org yang cedera parah kena hentak n org
betapa susahnya mak bapak besarkan anak2..
senang2 je org2 yang kejam dan berhati iblis bunuh.

Raya!!!!

2010-09-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

hr ry kedua:

malam semalam ada barbeku, mcm2 ada...umah pak lang cantik sgt2..tp syg ak xbawak camera...ade ayam bakar, dgg, sotong.,udang..sedap sgt2..bihun goreng n some more food..makan smpai kenyang2..smbil tgok bunga api..dorg tembak bunga api...beli smpai beratus2 ringgit..ak tgok je la..mercun bola yg ak beli semua kena rampas n ayah..sob3x

mlm raya:

ayah bawak ak n adik p beli baju n sampin utk raya. ayah beli songkok utk dy, tgh2 ayah pilih2 sampin utk adik, ak rasa sebak, ayah penat2 haritu p jual dgg, malam tu dy sggup bawak kami ke pekan walaupun org sesak semta2 nk beli persiapan raya utk kami. dy bagi duet sebelum tu sorg 200 utk baju. ak terpikir, bole kah nti bila ayah dh tua, ak bt benda yg sama utk dy, bawak dy ke pekan dan belikan sampin n lebai utk dy.. sanggupkah ak bt semua tu utk dy nti

hr ry pertama:

sesi fotgrafi lepas semua balik dr solat raya n melawat kubur...ak ct so xp..dh bnyk tahun xp tgok kubur abg..mak ckp sure abg tny awat adik dy myra xmai pon tgok dy..hahha...ada kah org mati nk tny..

makAN2..P UMAH TOK..neway depa sembelih kambing sekor..puas mkan..hahaha...kambing masak seperiuk besaq ok..

hr raya ke 3:

ak kt rumah ja, tgat kat mat adam...miss my anak sedara..ni dh nk balik kuala nerang, kg mak..buhbye my blog.

Kunci Syurga

2010-08-25T06:45:00.000-07:00

ak tgh sedih2..upset...tgok video ni..bt ak regain my spirit.
La ila ha illallah..
tiada tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Allah..

downhearted...hurted....depressed..agony

2010-08-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

too hurt to talk about anything rite now..

just hurt..

i hate the way i feel..

i hate when i become like this..

just hurt n feel the pain..

i feel like crying my lungs out,..

my focus..

merry gone.,,all gone

i hate this

the anguish..bruises

feel like jumping through out the window of my room..

but die is not easy

it is not the path

i wont choose it

i dont want to die

i am too scared of hell

penalty of the FIRE..

i am hurt....

because u hurt me...

Dr Thaaer Alsaad

2010-08-13T11:13:00.000-07:00

ok..fine...
ni dokterr yg agak ngeri gak for some people including me la..
haha..
ak cuak lepas ade la kanak2 riang kelas ak kena marah kes body dlm kelas..
tp mental kat luar...
logik la der,..
ade ko nk fokus 2jam ngadap muka lecturer..
hehe...
ak pon xberjaya pertahan takhta concentration ak ketika lecture semalam
and caught red handed tgh berangan terkenangkan journey ak balik kg smbot posa last week..
hehhe...
best woo...
xnk cer neway pasal tu..

exam mid term ak tu...

disebabkan penat n beria2 baca pasal male reproducticve system n too much about prostate n penis...
jeng3x
i almost put ~I love Penis~ as shout out kat fb ok...
naseb baik kewarasan ak melarang
teringat ak xfilter ak nye fb,.,
kang terbaca dek ayah den..
haha..
thats all
now its all about girl...
wanna have fun with FEmale Reproductive System!

GIrl..Girl...Girl...
the more i get..the more i want..bak kata pitbulll

frUSTRAtion

2010-08-08T02:04:00.001-07:00

There was a time when I actually believed,
That I loved you and you loved me
When stars came out late at night,
I dreamed of you 'til morning light
When things between us went so wrong,
Our voids of silence became too long
You said the words which made me cry,
You left me alone to save your pride
When I started to walk away,
A part of me still made me stay
I still remember the times we shared,
When for each other we actually cared
When your presence bought a smile to my face,
And a single kiss kept me smiling for days
I dedicated my life to you,
And you always said you loved me, too
Now I don't understand how it could be
Your caring affection is no longer for me
I remember our songs, smiles, and notes
The underlying warmth of the words we spoke
After all that, I still ask myself
How could I ever love anyone else?
You turned away when I needed you most,
How much you hurt me; you'll never know
Now I have to heal my heart
But I am clueless as to where to start
How do you expect me to act this way,
As if everything's fine and nothing's changed
I want you to know this pain I've been through
I've been hurt badly but now I'm over you
Because I know if we were meant to be,
Someday your heart will bring you back to me
I'll love again, I'll see blue skies
but untill then, I'm leaving you.
I'm saying goodbye.

Shamrin!!!

2010-07-26T21:58:00.000-07:00

ak dh start minat shamrin..fotograf...hahha..gilor2...nsem seyh..suara dy pergh...sedap...otai

ak suke..hahha

2010-07-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

i suke...
b suke...
u suke x?
do i concern?..gaga

XSalah Pilih Lelaki Berharta Daripada Yang Tidak Mementingkan Masa Depan

2010-07-15T15:11:00.000-07:00

hoho..
ak bukak2 paper terbaca la tajuk ni...
tersengih2 ak baca..
neway ni mmg sgt2 la betul
mak ak menyokong 50% kenyataan ini
tp ikot perangai jugak kan..

klu jenis ringan tgn, kaki n mulut, kem salam ja labu

well tgok mak ak..
dy pilih ayah ak,
bahagia hidup dy
cant imagine klu dy pilih org lain yang bkn type mcm ayah ak..
seriously,
bkn semua org dpt mak ayah yg economically stabile
its a gift la untuk dapat mak ayah mcm mak ayah ak..haha
riak pulak..sori

sometime,
bila ak tgok org yang dh berumur but still wandering around,
selekeh, rambut serabai dgn beg galas nk g mne pon ak tatau
make me think,
what have they done while young,
sbb sementara muda ni la nk kerja kuat, sungguh2
ak admit ak pemalas study,
dan ak sgt2 takot n kemalasan ak itu
even sekalipon xkwen ke ape ke,
ak nk ak jd mcm ayah
ak nk jadi mcm ayah ak
if org tny, `Hg nk jadi apa ni?` kdg2 ni perli ke apa ak tatau
tp yg sure jwpn ak `Nk jd mcm ayah.`
SBB AYAH AK ADALAH CONTOH TERBAIK.

mmg ayah ak xperfek
nobody is 100% perfect except Muhammad S.A.W
ayah bkn dr keluarga berharta,
sbb dy org perantau
tp hasil kerajinan dy,
even dy study kat maktab dulu
dy pakai moto,
tp moto tu beli guna duet dy bt bendang(sawah)
bendang tu dy sewa
dr sekolah rendah dy sewa bendang
cr duet poket
dulu sekolah, dy jarang p sekola
dy org susah, so kena la kerja

Bila dh kerja, ayah kwen
dy dpt USM smbg degree(dy simpan surat tawaran tunjuk kat anak2.ok.haha)
tp kes kwen dy xsmbg ngaji
tp dy cabar anak2 dy,..
30tahun dulu dy dpt masuk u
xkan kami pd zaman modern n serba lengkap mak ayah provide ni xbole
smbil2 kja, ayah meniaga
time dy mengajar kat langkawi, dy meniaga kerbau
mak ak pulak bela itik n lembu n kerbau
mak jual telur itik dulu
gigih cari duet
then bila duet cukup
dorg bt rumah tp rumah tu an impulse decision,
it was left, no one live there.
pastu br ayah mula beli tanah
save money dlm asb
n mcm2 lagi la..huhu
smpai la skrg
even mak ayah ak xpakai kereta mewah mcm mak ayah hampa(korg)
but i really2 proud of them

ak still igt, ayah dok n moyang ak
pagi tu ayah p sekola
time tu dy darjah dua
tiap2 pagi moyang htr ayah p sekola
dlm kelas tiba2 cikgu panggil ayah
ckp tok wan ayah meninggal.
benda ni ayah igt,
may b sbb dy plg rapat n tok wan dy kot...ntah

ayah ak pembersih..
suka sgt sapu sampah
smpai kelas dy..mula nk mengajar, wajib susun meja dulu
dy xkan tarik muka time sapu smpah
dr kecik lagi
mak ngah ak ckp
balik ja sekola, ayah bukak baju
then mula lah sapu smpah
dy bt ikhlas ok..haha
xpernah tarik muka ka berleter
mcm tu la smpai la
mak ak pernah kata; `dulu mak p umah ayah hg,
bersih laman rumah, dulu tatau sapa rajin sapu,
kawen2 tau dh sapa yg dok menyapu selama ni.`
(jgn risau; tabiat menyapu smpah hanya ada pada makcik n ayah ak,
ini xdiwarisi pada kami anak2..haha..
kami may b pakai vacuum kot)

dulu kt mrsm
room8 ak org sarawak
ayah dy kerja tentera
so bila adik beradik ramai
gaji xcukup, rumah sempit
ayah dy mula fikir la
smpai bila nk hidup mcm ni
then start biz
jual perkakas/bahan binaan
dorg mmg kaya raya now
tu pon sbb ayah dy serius tentang masa depan keluarga depa
ayah dy yang bersungguh2 nk bt perubahan
room8 ak pon sgt2 la rajin study
now dy bt medik kat india

(p/s)
if u r not born with silver spoon in mouth, dont make it an excuse for not studying hard.
Come on la..rumah kebajikan bnyk,
jbtn kebajikan pon bg duet,
they`ll makesure of people`s wellfare.
so klu still belajar, belajar rajin.
klu dh kerja, try to do your best.
Biar sentiasa ada improvement..
klu xkerja, start cr kerja..
klu tgh sakit, berubat dulu biar sembuh,..then kijo

ENTRY INI KHAS UNTUK WARGANEGARA MALAYSIA shj
(sbb ngr kejiranan sistem pemerintahan, ekonomi dan sosial lain)

Jadi Perempuan

2010-06-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

1) puasa

2) solat

3) n yang sewaktu dgnnya lah

4) tahu memasak

5) berpelajaran

6) tahu drive kereta ke moto

7) reti berenang

8) pakai mekap

9) bergaya

list no 1-6 ayah yg pernah ckp..7, cikgu kimia ak ckp, 8 n 9 cikgu bm ak ckp..

Dh dekat bulan posa la...ak xstart ganti posa..tp yang pasti baju raya dh htr tempah tailor 2 pasang ok...haha...tp mmg nk ganti la...esok kot posa..huk3x..doa2 la bgun sahur,,,

pasal2 ukhrawi ni ayah ak ckp..kena amik berat..sgt2...ak pon paham..mungkin xtake serius certain things.

4) Tahu memasak, ni ayah punya idiologi n ak seniri la...sbb smpai bila nk mkn kedai,...klu bibik kt umah tu terer masak xpa jugak la..tp smpai bila,..lama2 sekali sure nk gak mkn benda hat kita buatkan..

5)berpelajaran..ayah ckp ok pasal ni...pastu time ak foundation, arief ckp.. lgpon education wont disappoint you..at least ade degree xde la org nk layan ko sekupang dua..lgpon only education will make us highly regarded from social or even politically. Menteri2 pon org amik org yang educated...at least bila ada degree..apa2 hal pon..ko bole mintak kje ke ape ke...sbb mea pernah kja sebagai sales girl...tiap kali cuti sem yang pnajang,..,kja 2 bulan.,..dr pagi pkul 9 smpai 11mlm klu full day...gaji murah sgt2...n actually xcukup sgt pon nk sara hidup seniri sekali pon..especially la bg yang kaki karoeke n jalan2 mmg xlekat duet la..penat kja..dr tu..bt pengajaran..apa hal pon ak akan makesure ak habiskan degree.

6) wajib tahu drive atau bawak moto..mmg ada org ckp pakai je drebar nti..tp ape jaminan xde emergency nti? ape jaminan hg ckup duet nk gajikan drebar?lgpon klu ikot kitab ada 3 perkara kena ajar kat anak perempuan; memanah( zaman la tahu guna senapang/pistol) , menunggang kuda (la naik keta ka moto ka) dan berenang.

7) reti berenang..rugi mengaji tgi2 or kje hebat2 ka apa ka..berjaya menggunung ka..tetiba mati lemas or tgok anak ka adik seniri mati lemas sbb diri 2 xreti berenang..berenang tu...penting..

8) wanita yang berjaya pakai mekap..tu pasti..xbnyk tp sikit pon jd r..at least bedak muka tu pakai ok..pernah ka jumpa org yang selekeh ja muka pon jd gah sgt..xkan..even wardina n ustazah yang paling feveret kat mrsm ak dulu pon pakai bedak n mekap jugak..

9) bergaya..gaya kena ada..even bkn nk over smpai baju tommy yg harga 500 sehelai tu kire melampau la..klu mampu xde hal,. tp yang penting gaya..pakai la sopan sket...sbb sekali pandang pon org tahu what kind of person u r..sbb PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY DRESS.. if u dress up mcm slut..mmg u pon nmpak dirty n pangai usually mcm tu gak..tp ni bukan 100% la.. sometime yang minum arak lebih bertimbang rasa dr yang pakai tudung...lgpon org luar mne tahu u pangai mcm ne..they just judge by look n clothes that u wear.

10) hyegienic ok..tudung n anak tudung serta rambut kena cuci or tukar hari2..jgn la busuk2...then kaki tu
sental la..kang belakang tumit nmpak berdaki je.,.igt og xusha.,.pls la...gosok n berus..kuku kaki, kuku tgn,,,make it short, always.

p/s: ape pon..loike i care..haha..saje je nk semakkan blog n pesanan ayahanda..huk3x..kepada ayah..bg duet lebih,,cek nk beli baju bnyk2..nk bergaya..haha

Fairytale

2010-06-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

kenduri kak linda dh lepas..penat sgt2..smpai ak xdak hati nk bt kenduri kwen nti..nk bt kenduri arwah ja dh cukup..

dh bbrapa hari kt shh alam...ak tgat kat ayah...pgi td tgok tibi tayang pulak pasai anak jaga mak sakit....kesanggupan anak..sanggup ka?..ak sedih...tgh2 bekfes meleleh air mata...ak takot...sgt takot...tamau hilang mak ayah...Tuhan ja tau betapa dalam dan sayangnya ak kat mak ayah...kdg ak risau, adakah ni sementara? kdg ak tertanya cukup ikhlaskah ak pada mak ayah ak? or sebab mak ayah ak support ak n ak mmg need depa skrg...

miss my ayah..miss him so much...adoi

Gaza Flotilla

2010-05-31T20:32:00.000-07:00

i got sms bout that
check on blogs..found about it..
a lot people talk bout it..
actually today, there`s gathering in front of us embassy.
As we do not have any diplomatic relationship with Israel LAknatullah..
thus malaysia will pas the letter to US so they give it the that lil setan country.
here i attach a video from youtube which i found it to be very touching and heart breaking

watch it

Buaya Darat

2010-05-31T20:16:00.001-07:00

Telephone...Sorry i cannot hear you..i kind of bz..

2010-05-31T17:41:00.000-07:00

ak malas nk tulis blog..
ak nk baca yg org je..
seronok baca org dok merepek..
n certain tu seram barbeee ok...
smlm dah la ak tidoq sorg2 kat rumah...
geng umah ak p india,,.jalan2..
ak pulak ada MQA interview..
dah 2 mlm ok ak dok sorg2 kat umah double storey ni..
seram gak la..
mlm kemarin ak masih mampu lite off kan lampu..
smlm ak xbuleh..gara2 p baca blog ni
hampa tgok seniri la link dy..
ye ye http://mofasad.blogspot.com/2010/05/kawan-karib-tidur-hujung-hujung.html
seram ak dok sorg2..
dan2 la ak nk terkencing p toilet dlm bilik pon xberani...
ak dok bersila ja..nk tdoq takot..gila bapak...
lupa habis nk mula baca ayat kursi mcm na..
ak msg seful tny nk baca ayat kursi mcm na..
dy pon gubra 2x5 kes dy pon dok umah sorg dy..
ha elok la sma2 penakot p tny penakot..
mula dy igt nk bt lawak nk usik ak,.,
last2 dy pon takot.,.haha,,
then tgat youtuebe,..
play ayat kursi dr youtube
pas2 ak tgok kat dinding,..
punya la besaq terlekat ayat kursi kat dinding..
tp xperasan..huhu

apa pon ak tetap nk salah kan televisyen!
ni semua salah tibi,,
tibi punya pasal la jugak bnyk tayang benda2 yang mengarut,,.
sbb tu la ak malas nk tgok tibi,..
ak tgok iklan cerita hantu mlm2 time2 dok sorg rasa mcm nk sembunyi bawah karpet..gaga
semua ni pon kerana kisah2 suatu ketika dahulu..
ak xnk pikiaq..
sbb mlm ni pon ak akn sleep alone lg

sebelum tu..ak ada kol mak
mak ckp..adam dah bole merangkak!
go chaiyok adam..huhuhu.,..dh merangkak..hehe...
adoi rindunya n adam..nk tgok adam..miss him
i agak stalker la..ak kira timing adik ak balik sekola mesti ak nk kol
sbb best dgr dy angkat fon...haha
adik xdak etika angkat fon tp dy paling rajin angkat fon..
saja nk dgaq sora dy..rindu dy
cr dy angkat fon:
~sapa ni?sapa ni?~diulang smpaii kita jawab kita ni sapa...hhaha
bkn nk kata hello ka asalamulaikum ka
hangguk anak mak yg ni..
pastu klu kita bgi salam kat dy..
dy jawab panjang ok..sampai habis
~waalaikumsalamwarahmatullahhiwabarakatuh~

i tau agak psycho ka apa kja kol umah nk cakap n adik..
tp syndrome ni bkn jadi kat ak ja

kak wani 2x5 ja...haha

this the Adik ok!

ak n bgcik jahat..haha..

kami suka la bgtau adik dy anak angkat..

ye la..klu org luaq tgok agak logik la..

mak ak dah 53 now..

adik still kecik..baru umoq 7 tahun

sure la anak angkat..

adik marah sgt klu kata dy anak angkat..haha

tp kak wani n abg zaidi lg r..

depa pekena adik..dok kata adik anak sulong depa..

dah tu dok soh adik pgil dy mak n abg zaidi tu ayah..haha

ngada2 kan,,haha

lagi la dy mengamuk..

Stop Naik Angin Suda..

2010-05-24T16:44:00.000-07:00

ak xptot marah2..
~pompuan marah2 xelok~..haha..ceh ni niru ayat mak ak..

`pompuan xelok tarik2 muka marah ni amira' kata emak..huhu(skema ok)

ak selalu nk sgt2 jadi mcm mak ak..nk giler2..
if ada ja any resemblance even bg mak ak its her weakness, tp ak hepi giler..haha.,.
sbb ak nk sgt jadi mak ak..dy idolaku..huhu..
2nd woman yang ak idolize kak soot/wawa..

ni akak sulong ak r..
dy sgt2 hebat dan gagah perkasa,.dah ada anak sorg nama Mat Adam..

berbalik kepada cuti aritu,
kak ak yg 2nd, kak linda nikah.
so semua akak ak da kwen.
mlm kak linda berinai..
alih2 ak n kak wani pon 2x5 tumpang berinai smpai ke kaki..huhu..agak beria la jugak..

dgn sekali lafaz..
mmg lantang giler abg poji lafaz akad nikah..
dgr satu masjid..
ak agak terkejut sbb xexpect dy lafaz nikah selantang n confident tuh..hehe..
agak membanggakan kaum kerabat la..hoho

bout MSU, msu baru da siap..da masuk kelas n jamban ok!..huhu

ak n kak linda dlm keta..ak yg drive ok..hehe

syanaz, mak, tok mah

excited

ok..ni ayah den..klu hampa nk kira hat ni n sapa mmg kami xbg la..haha

sesi baca taklik

salam

ni pengantin lama n pengantin baru

see..kat mna hat terer masak mcm mas jaidi ni..haha..

ni ketamnya..beli 2 plastik..tp xbnyk kt kola perlis

renungan adam..kih3x

adam gelak

azam n adam

ni dalam jamban MSU..nk gak tyg jamban MSU d cni

study ok!

Ko Sape Nk Maki or Ngumpat Ak??!!!

2010-05-24T04:10:00.000-07:00

pagi2 buta..ak baru je jejak kaki kat bumi salam ni..tetibe ade la sekor setan bertopeng manusia ni gaduh2 n ak..padahal alang2 dy yg kontek ak..ak tny la apa masalah dy nk soh membe2 aka kuncu2 dy sound2 ak..dah de prob gtau la seniri..apsal nk malukan ak dekat kawan2 dy..padahal dy xpernah ckp pa pe tetibe geng dy sound ak..alih2 dy tuduh ak fitnah kawan2 dy n dy..konon2 dorg xpernah sound ak..weyh bodo, ak simpan la msg geng ko si fatin faseeha tu..tu la time org soh blajar ko malas..skrg da bodo..kawan2 ko mmg mcm ko la setan..ak mmg nk mencarut..sbb ak xksah.,.ak harap sgt2 ko bace..sbb mak bapak ko perangai mcm setan time mak ko ngandung ko..kuar pon dapat ko yg cam haram kimak ni la..

Ak jenis payah nk amik pusing hal org..ak kesah ak je.,.ko nk maki2 mencarut psal ak padahal ak ckp baik2 n xbt salah kat ko,..ko mmg setan.,..ni ak geram giler2..dh siap bertukar rupa jd naga jadian sejak pagi td..

i dont bitch bout u..and i care from now on if u bitch bout me!

p/s: klu ko tu jahat, jgn nk samakan org len pon jahat mcm ko jugak!

sizuka dicuri...

2010-05-18T10:36:00.000-07:00

modus operandi yg sma...makan kat restoran depan umah ak n park kat laman umah ak..nmpak anak2 kucing ak berlari anak kucing..then curi..

Mak: Haram ni curi kucing org...Jahil tatau hukum sguh.

Ak: Mmg jahat..mkn sudah r.,..ni balas kucing org..amik hat elok skali pulak.

Mak: Mmg ak xhalal kucing ak...biaq Tuhan balas. Dah kita sayang..suka hati curi...ish ce.... sguh

Ak: 2 ekoq dah depa curi..

Mak: tu la..klu mintak mmg kita xbagi pon.

Ak: depa pikiaq senang ja terus curi.

Mak: Rasanya depa masa pusing keta..nmpak n lampu keta..amik dah belek2 jantan.

actually a few months ago..anak kucing ku..Oren, jantina jantan ok..gemuk..bulu gebu./kiut kena curi..ni pon sma la..ciri2 kucing yg sama..gemuk sekali..jantan..kiut..kena curi

PLS la weyh..bnyk lagi kucing terbiar yang xdak tuan..xdak makanan..tolong la amik kucing2 tu..ak pon amik kcing kat pasr borong mak dorg, Cindy.

this is how sizuka look

Cindy demam then..kena hawaq..bawak p klinik..tambah air..bg vit n antibiotik..

ni lak mcm na rupa Oren..oren got short tail

p/s: di klinik ak baca iklan utk animal rite. dont breed or buy cat while there more (kucing terbiar / xbertuan ) that need you to care...ni utk animal rite ok...

ubt perancang kucing: RM10 utk 1 suntikan( 3-4 bulan)

pil ade..mkn once a week..bpe ntah..ak nk amik utk cindy..she need to stop give birth..dy da kurus sgt..

KeBeNaRan BahWa SIZUKA is a MALE!!

2010-05-17T00:13:00.001-07:00

9hb5 2010..ak balik kg lagi..pakcik mas belikan tiket bus..dapat seat 10A..ketahuilah oleh daku..diri ini mendapat tempat paling blakang dlm bus..nge3x..dah 2 kali..ritu nk dtg shah alam pon sme gak..tabah je wahai hati...mlmnye lepak kat rafie minum till 11pm..then blah g bus station sek 17.

Ak memiliki 5 ekor anak kucing yg teramat2 la chumel..ak balik kg, sembang punye sembang,..mak ak ckp kezen ak nk amik kucing ak..dah booking..jiran seberang jalan pon same..semua xde kucing..so mintak la kat kami,..akak ak xbg sbb alasan syg..semua chomel n still menikus(tgkap2 n bole diusik lagi)..

Yg ak nk cer kat cni adalah tetibe telinga ak dgr mak ak ckp..2 ekor jantan..3 betina..

Ak pelik..ak dh confirmkan 1 jantan..2 betina..

So ak pon soal mak ak..sbb ak lah tok bidan telah mngenal pasti jantina anak2 kucingku dan telah menghebahkan pada umum.

Mak ak ckp Sizuka tu jantan,..naseb baik ayah belek..dy ckp jantan..dh la yg tu paling besaq gemuk comel..

Ak yg xberapa percaya p tgok lagi..belek2,,betui la Sizuka ni jantan...ade telur,,..besaq lak tu...hehe..ngek btoi ak ni,...mcm na sebelum ni ak xpasan sizuka ni jantan..cian dy nma ayu sgt...xsemacho parasnya..nge3x..nasib hang la Sizuka.

Ni sambil taip nk post kat blog pon si denial yg bugil2 ni letak anak kucing atas kepala ak..hek sguh hang adik..jaga hg..ngacau ak berlaptoping petang2 ni..huhu..

2010-05-06T03:42:00.000-07:00

i go out...njoying myself...then bak home at....suddenly dis mornink ijam msg me..da la ak xcukup tdo,,ngantok..but becos of bukan selalu nk lunch sekali..so bile dy msg soh bgun siap g lunch..ku bukakkan kelopak mata..gagah jiwa raga ke bilik air n bersiap seadanya...g dhiafah..mcm biase ak mmg suka tayang dhiafah seksyen 13 pada kaum kerabatku..tp time tu lauk da xbrape ade..lgpon malas nk mkn jauh2..xpasal si ijam jd vege..mkn nasi n sayur...ak masih mngekalkan sifat omnivor mkn ikan n nasi..huhu.. balik konon nk study..dah dipesan study lek lok..tp ak tertido depan tb..ni bgun2 on laptop..ngade2 post blog,..hahha..k cAu..beta mau tgok adam maya!!!

i am malas

2010-05-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

smpai cni pagi selasa..esok will be khamis...
i am still malas...ijam bz..bosan r...msg pagi je..mlm pon balik lewat..pastu terus tdo...
xdenye nk kontek ak..haha..
ak xstudy...bosan..malas..
i want to motivate my self..be rajin la myra...
nk study ni demi masa depan...
jgn mengarut kat blog...hahha...
ak suka mengarut..
ak mula mengaruty...mencaruty..
tp darjah2 mencarut ak makin berkurang...
dulu time sekola ak xreti mencarut..
habis je skola blajar mencarut n Super Bitch..hehe..
now dh xbeapa reti balik...xde geng nk pektis...
bek to topek...sabtu n ahad dah exam...bile la ak ni nk study
doktot reza pesan: dont think, just do it!!..(short version)
klu translate kedah: xpayah pikiaq lama2 la..terus ja study..buat gheja tu bagi siap

p/s: ANYONE pls..sapa nk mencarut?do contact me..hahha

Part Time Lover

2010-05-03T16:53:00.003-07:00

Balik cuti baru2 ni..dlm bosan2 ak tgok movy Cinta Yang Satu..

its don't have a happy ending...so the movy didn't end...

ntah la...yg sure ak nangis sedih giler2 cerita tu..,,.

milah sgt2 la heart broken...

she is used and dy xsedar or she let it sbb dy suka sgt n wi...

since skola dy ska wi...two times wi broke her heart...

wi is a lelaki...dy nye awek, zulaikha...zu ni study kat obesi...

wi ckp kat zu..dy lelaki, dy lonely bila zu xde..

dy syg giler2 kat zu..dorg de sejarah 5 tahun kapel since sekola...

bagi wi, milah ni cume angin lalu je.,..

milah ni PART TIME LOVER dy je...

for him milah come to test his love for zu..
wi xnk hanyut n dy choose zu instead of milah...

He even said..if milah is so good or better that zu, he wouldn't go sulking and choosing zu instead of jamilah..

Pengajarannya di sini,

sesapa yg dah de steady or special one...klu dtg yg lain ni.,..anggap la tu ujian, angin lalu je...

for sesape yg nk amik someone`s steady one, pikir2 la..that particular lonelynier or person, just want to use u..sebab Cinta Yang Satu...

dah korg kapel bertahun2..jgn la hurt org yg korg kapel n the admirer by giving fake hope...

Review movy Maut n Los n Faun

2010-05-03T16:53:00.001-07:00

Maut...Crita ni bole tahan la ngeri dy..especially kepada sape2 yg malas solat...rajin free hair ke..zina ke..minum arak..

Dy tunjuk la mcm yg kitax always baca dlm kitab apa hukuman org xsolat..mmg la yg dalam neraka lagi dasyat n xdpt dibayangkan oleh akal fikiran manusia..but at least Berjaya mencuakkan ak..

Dy tunjuk la mcm ne kpala farah tu terbakar...nmpak sakit sgt3x

Los n Faun.mmg bes la...ak suke...hehhe...adlin as faun..sgt2 pandai la...dy teliti..suke la tgok dy...n lawak dlm cerita tu menjadi gak r..tgok la...rugi xtgok..

paling bes ida nerina r...sarina misterina,,,dgn magik i can take my eyeball at once,,,hahaha..cara dy ckp...sakit perut ak gelak.,,

Dont hurt...

2010-04-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

its hurtful...to see things that already hurt me..hurt other again..almost same exactly...my tears drop..burst...i am sad..hurt..in pain...not yet agony...but keep hurting me.,..

i promise
i wont hurt my ayah n mak feeling
i will try hard to be a good anak to them
i will do my best to accompany them
i spend as much time i can with them,
to love them with all my heart
i know ayah love me so much.
.no one can love me like my ayah do...
he cares so much for all his children..
he loves us really much..
my mak n ayah has dedicated their live to grew us well..

p/s: i promise i wont hurt my parents who loves me so much...i wont hurt people who care n love me..i wont..i dont want to

Bila kamu dah stop sukakan someone..

2010-04-19T20:19:00.001-07:00

Move on..berubah hati..dah xsuka...
kadang bukan benci..tp just xda perasaan lagi..
mcm klu kapel kan..mula tu mmg la suka gila2..

tp disebabkan selalu gaduh....then break up..

then konon2 nk baik balik..n try again..
this time it wont work sbb hati dah xsuka..

sbb hati dah tawar..just xdak perasaan tu lagi...

can not go...haha..so that is it..

ko jgn paksa la mcm mana pon..xkan wujud lagi dah...

tp ni untuk ak la..ak xbole nk berbaik n ex sbb lepas ja break..

the first 2 days mmg ak break into tears n lepas tu terus ak akan ok la..

move on...tp disebabkan dah move on..so bile the ex dtg balik..
ak jadi nyampah..baca msg or tgok kol pon ak dah jadi semak..nyampah...

sgt2 meluat..thus ak pon screen kan je no,...

klu dlm fb,,.delete dr fren list..huk3x

p/s: ak agak paranoid..sbb tu ak cpt move..kdg2 ak percYA semua org benci or xska ak..padahal xla sgt pon..haha

Oh Shizuka!

2010-04-19T18:23:00.000-07:00

Jalan2..suatu petang di tSa

2010-04-19T02:51:00.000-07:00

TAsek shah Alam
mmg bes..suka sgt jalan kat cni...memusing2...tgok org...tgok kapel2 yg sweet tgh dating...nge3x

i forgive myself

2010-04-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

people make mistake....i do make mistake
sometime its really huge...sometime its too small..that no one care
sometime it hurt people who u care and even to people who u never know that never hurt u..

faiz used to say to me...
~ckp sori mmg senang..sapa2 pon bole ckp...budak umuq 5 tahun pon bole ckp...tp perubahan tu yg org nk tgok...bukannya nk dgr sori tu..bosan la dgr sori2~

i stress out after making big mistake...i ruins someone life...i hardly forget what i did..
i told james,..he said..~past is pass..forgive yourself~

Now..i am forgiving myself...
promise never ruins other people relationship or life..
i ruins mine already..but not others

Cause I Am Your Hero..And you r my man

2010-04-12T06:34:00.000-07:00

sila lah tgok...gagag...suka ak video ni....

Anak-anak kucing

2010-04-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

to my anak2 kucing
i miss u all
wish all of u were here to night
i want to cuddle u all
miss your smell..huk3x..bau anak kucing..sedap sgt
rindunya n anak2 kucing ku
hope kamu semua xkena curi mcm Oren...ur abg

i love us...me n u used to be us...

2010-04-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

i did love u..and i do..and i still...
i always will..always have

When i look into your eyes i can see a love restrained
But darling when i hold don`t you know i feel the same
Nothing last forever and we both know hearts can change
And its hard to hold a candle in the cold November Rain

We`ve been in this such a long long just trying to kill the pain,
ooo..yeah...
But lovers always and lovers go
And no one`s really sure who`s letting go today
Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
i could rest my head just knowing u were mine
All mine

If want to love me
Then darling dont refrain
Or i`ll just end up walking in the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time..all alone
Ooh, everybody needs some time..on their own
Ooh, dont you know u need some time..all alone

I know it`s hard to keep an open herat
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn`t time be out to charm you

Sometimes i need some time...on my own
Sometimes i need some time..all alone
Ooh, Everybody needs sometime..on their own
Ooh, dont you know you need some time..all alone

And when your fears subside and shadeow still remain,
I know that u can love me when there`s no left to blame
So never mind the darkness We still can find a way
Nothing last forever..Even cold November rain

Dont ya think that you need somebody
Dont ya think that you need somebody
Everybody needs somebody
Everybody needs somebody
You`re not the only one...
You`re not the only one...

Antartu

2010-04-07T19:38:00.000-07:00

Sekarang ni klu ak balik rumah je...mesti r pastu terdengar bapak ak n mak2 sedara ak..or family ak ckp pasal sepupu2 ak yg xkwen2 lagi...family kami ramai lelaki..kurg pompuan...pompuan, anak2 ayah ak je r bnyk pon..tu pon akak2 ak dah kwen n almost kwen this may 2010.

Sepupu2 ak yg laki ni ade yg umo 30,29, 28, 27..dh kire antartu la..but still xkwen2..klu kire kategori..nk kate muke mcm tapak seliper jepun..x pulak ..muke nsem la jugak..ade keta...kje2 semua...but then xlaku...de 2 org tu dah 3 kali bertunang...tp putus..xjd...berta betoi jodoh dorg...mcm ayah ak ckp..kesian dorg dh tua tp xkwen2..the last wedding ceremony yg berlaku pon pada 2008..kak ak kwen..and the next is kak ak jugak..setakat ni br seorang ja 2pupu ak yg laki br kwen..

sebelah family mak ak ade sorg dh umo 30..tp naseb baik this dah bertunang...klu x..mmg maintain antartu la yen tu...yen nsem sgt..hahha,...

Ntah la...bile pikir balik..may b sbb dorg kurg usaha kot untuk kwen..or too bz workin cr duet nk balas jasa mak bapak...mcm own..own sgt2 komited n kja..or may b parents yg salah sbb xcarikan jodoh untuk anak dorg..

The Cuti SEM

2010-04-07T19:27:00.000-07:00

Bnyk sgt jadi time cuti sem...adik ak patah tgn men rugby..siot je...so sepanjang cuti dy nyusahkan ak n danial...nk mandi pon kne ak mandikan...pakai baju pon kena ak tolong...tp kesian tgok dy..ni kali ke3 dy patah tulang...mak dgn superstitiousnya ckp la..tu la ayah xp putus limau...dunno..ak bkn percaya sgt bomoh2...

then dlm serabot2..ak yg mamai2 bgun tdoq pd suatu petang terus drive keta sbb nk p amik keta alza kak ak...padahal sebelum tu ak mimpi ak kena langgar n lori..then in that dream i broke my neck..yg lawaknya at mati time tgh mkn konon2 dating n ex ak r...huhu...

berbalik pd crita ak drive keta...ak ni cepat bosan klu keta queue2 time tgh2 jalan2..so dgn bergayanya ak tekan minyak n potong keta depan..time tu hujan tgh lebat..ak bwk agak laju la..but standard la memotong..tp nasib ak xbaik..tetiba ada keta wira dtg dr bertentangan...so ak try nk masuk lorong ak balik..but keta xbelok..even ak dh pusing stereng...waktu tu Tuhan ja tau perasaan ak...mulut ak sebut Allah ja...tu ja ak mampu...nseb baik sebelah kiri keta wira tu xde moto..thus keta tu dgn baiknya terjun dr jalan..ngelak keta ak...now ak paham apa tu overfloating yg diperkata2kan..sbb tu time hujan lebat jgn bwk keta laju2...but i am bit trauma...igt da xley drive..but the next two days i start driving my car back..ye r.,..memandu tu satu keperluan..lagipon dlm kitab ade soh kita bawak kuda aka nowdays memandu r..

then on one day kak wani n abg zaidi datang amik adam...mak nangis..,huhu..ye r..dy sedih..dah 4 bulan dy jaga adam..thus dy sayang la kat adam..her only cucu..but cucu is cucu..not ur son la mak..thus kena la bagi balik kat mak ayah dy...lagipon mak ada drh tinggi..mna leh jaga cucu sgt..nti pening..

disebabkan adam sakit mata...ak pon dapat la sakit mata kes dok jaga dy time cuti ritu..

Pasti

2010-03-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

Semenjak aku kehilanganmu
Sekitar mayaku berubah
Tiada lagi halusnya kidungmu
Yang ketika dulu kau lakukan untukku

Sepi mencengkam resah berpanjangan
Wajahmu bermain di ingatan
Yang tinggal kini air mata cinta
Telah membanjiri kolam hatiku

Pasti kau disaat ini
Berlindung di balik wajahnya
Aku tak lagi kau kisahkan
Terlontar jauh dari hatimu
Bagaikan mawar yang terkulai layu
Tak lagi bererti

Merenung kenangan di masa silam
Aku terkenangkan janjimu
Tiada lagi kesempatan untukku
Memilikimu seperti dulu.

Zulhuzaimy..tetibe ak tgat kat Zulhuzaimy..

2010-03-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

nge3x..dy sgt2 macho..nsem..mmg klu da ja gbr dy blakon dan2 la ak g tgok...haha..

Ketika exam endocrine berlangsung

2010-03-15T11:10:00.000-07:00

tgh2 exam ntah napa ak tgat kat adik ak azam..dunno y..suddenly this few days ak miss bangchik...tried to call him but he never pick up..bz kot..nk exam spm

tp tadi tgh2 endocrine..ak tersenyum..tgat zaman kecik2 tiap petang main aci ligan..paling cikai pon kami kejar2 pusing meja makan...pastu main dam..tiap2 mlm dy nangis men dam n ak kes tuduh ak men tipu..haha..padahal sy kalah xreti main..pastu ayah pon datang la tolong dy main dah dy nangis2 kalah xpuas ati..haha..sejak dulu dy xbole klu ak terlebih sket dr dy..haha..kami kan kembar..cuma lain tahun n jnatina ja..

pastu tgat time kecik..satu pagi tu main terjun katil..panjat pala katil aka ragas..n tojun..disebabkan adik ak ni malang sket...dy terjun n terus patah tgn..nangis mengelepar r..xlme pastu..ak ni mmg hobi panjat dan terjun..adik ni pulak hobi meniru ak beraksi..hahaha..ak panjat tembok kat porsh umah tok..n ak terjun dgn jayanya..dy try terus jatuh kpala dulu..terkoyak kulit pala dy..darah bnyk sgt2...cant describe...parut tu ada smpai now...

ntah la..ak sampai now igt lagi saat first time kami gaduh..sbb kami xpernah gaduh kecik2..tp bila besaq xla close sgt..tp memory tu still ada..geli la nk rapat2 n adik..gagga

Dialah segalanya

2010-03-15T10:56:00.001-07:00

dgr lagu ni buat ak sedih...pergh..

Faiz

2010-03-11T20:59:00.000-08:00

We r breaking up..leaving all those sweet thing between us behind...my work and the most priority now is study....study!!!..final is just two days more.

nk pergi camping

2010-02-04T19:17:00.001-08:00

wao..wao..nk pergi camping..nad tny..mea ko da siap packing..ak dgn konfiden jawab da siap..dy xpuas ati..tny lagi..semua da siap?..baju?toiletries?selipar?kasut?..haha..mule la ak gelabah...haram xde pe ak bwk..baju je baru letak dlm bag...hehhe

Abortion

2010-01-26T17:07:00.000-08:00

sekian lama ak xbuat post.,.hik3x..sbb bz exam dan bz balik kg..huhu..haritu time new year ak nk tulis..tapi segan lah pulak..

last week omei dan mariyanti bentang pasal abortion..sedih sangat2.

abortion ni rupanya bukan sekeji namanya..malah sgt2 keji dan kejam..bayangkan la surgery vacuum ke ape ntah nma dy..29 kali lagi kuat dari vacuum yg kita guna kt rumah digunakan untuk sedut baby tu..da la baby tu hidup2..mmg putus kepala..hancur la..tercabut sane sini..

kadang yg pakai saw forcep kot..dy masukkan besi tu dalam rahim n kepit je mna sempat then cabut2 sampai habis..ada yg buat even dah 23 weeks..

keji sangat..baby tu dah de brain..dah de skin..nerves system pon dah de..konfem2 dy sakit...so kepada sesape nk buat abortion..pkir2 la..sanggupkah anda menganiaya anak anda?bunuh dengan sekejam ni??..

pastu ade lak yg jenis saline salt kot..doktor suntik salt tu masuk dlm amnion sac..then baby tu swallow..this consequencely poison the baby and he or she will die..kesian la..kne racun..ak pon cer la kt faiz..sodih2 faiz tu,,

Maki Competition!

2009-12-24T22:41:00.000-08:00

huhu..semalam ak lawan maki dengan faiz...mmg faiz tu biol la...mcm2 la kami lawan maki..lawan ckp fuck la..sampai habis modal..last terkuar la..ko la petaling street...ko la jalan tar..ko la bus mini..ko la tiang jamban..then bincang pulak jamban ade tiang ke..then merepek2 n faiz..dy kutuk aku hitam..prasan lebih..awek dy si zati isma lah yg lawa.hahha..bengong la fiz..tgh2 maki..then faiz nk g men futsal..aku pon kutuk la men futsal,..kaye r..`lelaki ampang`..then tgh dok ckp2 fuck2 n ashole..kami pon bg salam..penutup bicara..pastu lan kol aku..ajak jumpe..jumpe 10 minit jek...takot mlm2..balik2 around pkul 2..terkejut aku cikgu fadzil gtau adik dy sakit..sampai pengsan xigt,...hope adik dy akan sehat,,..

Semue Org xde..kuar g sunway

2009-12-24T22:22:00.001-08:00

ak xkuar..hahuha..duet xde..esok nk g gig indi..so kne save duet..hahha

The Jumbo Toblerone On Night Bfr Xmas

2009-12-24T22:09:00.000-08:00

i got toblerone..hge 40rggt..hahha..mahal..sampai xsgup mkn...sweet sgt bile lan sgup drive mlm2 cr rumah ak nk htr coklat...lan balik dr singapore..ape pon thanks to him..i`d really appreciate it

Cahaya Samar-Samar a.k.a. Twilight

2009-12-22T10:18:00.000-08:00

Cahaya Samar-Samar

Milah hanyalah gadis biasa. Tapi bukan biasa seperti normality gadis bandar yang lain. Dia agak 'kelam'. Dia suka menyendiri. Tak ramai kawan. Dia baru saja pindah ke sebuah kampung. Kampung di mana bapanya tinggal dan bertugas sebagai seorang pengawal keselamatan.

Milah pindah ke sana sebab ibunya terpaksa ikut suaminya yang baru. Suami mak Milah bertugas sebagai seorang ahli sarkis amatur. Sebab nak bagi privacy kat mak, Milah ikutkan saja hatinya ke kampung bapaknya.

Di sana, Melah jumpa Mail. Seorang lelaki kacak tapi agak misteri. Mukanya agak hensem. Macam Hans Isaac. Mail ni tak ramai kawan. Sebab dia suka menyendiri dan hanya lepak dengan adik-beradiknya yang berkulit agak gelap.

Satu hari, Milah hampir dilanggar moto mat rempit. Tapi dengan sepantas kilat Mail datang selamatkan Milah. Mail tolak moto mat rempit yang hampir melanggar Milah dengan kelajuan tak masuk akal. Dengan sebelah tangan je.

Lepas tu, Milah dapat tahu. Mail adalah orang minyak. Tapi Mail bukan orang minyak tipikal. Dia tak suka rogol anak dara. Dia berbeza. Dia suka rogol kambing. Milah macam berbelah bagi. Tapi dia macam kena pukau dengan kekacakan Mail yang hitam pekat tapi berhidung mancung serta bermata biru.

Mail tak boleh kena cahaya matahari. Sebab bila kena, badannya akan berkelip-kelip macam bintang di angkasa. Hitam berkelip. Milah jatuh cinta. Dia tak kisah Mail suka rogol kambing. Dia redha.

Milah juga ada seorang kawan yang dikenalinya sejak dari kecil. Namanya Borhan. Borhan ni pulak ada rahsia dia sendiri. Dia bukan manusia biasa, tapi boleh berubah menjadi harimau jadian.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ditulis oleh: pjoe Lebih kurang jam 23:31

credit from pjoe
http://thechronicleofpjoe.blogspot.com/

nantikan kisah seterusnya Bulan Baru

Kepada Semua House8ku

2009-12-22T10:11:00.001-08:00

sekarang saudari2 boleh la mengkomen blog aku..ak br perasan act aku ni xverified emel..ptot korg xleh nk komen..huhu..bersih je blog aku..hihi

Flint Lockwood In Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs

2009-12-22T10:07:00.001-08:00

Flint Lockwood`s Knowledges and Contributions
Cloudy with a chance Meatballs is about a small island that food fall from the sky like rain as a scientist name Flint tries to solve world hunger. Flint Lockwood, a young inventor who dreams of creating something awesome. His first invention was "Spray-on Shoes", which eventually led to his feet being imprisoned for life, and contributed to people already making fun of him when he was younger. As he grew, all of his experiments, such as "The Flying Car", "Hair Un-Balder", a television with legs, and "ratbirds" seemed to have a downside to them as well.
Flint finally comes up with an invention that can
actually help the towns people in a positive way. In an effort to save his fellow islanders from having to eat their own sardines, Flint invents a machine that can turn water into any kind of food you want. But everyone goes a little too far, a little too fast, and eventually things go terribly wrong when excess amounts of food overload cities and towns.
Mr. Lockwood has a wide knowledge on mechanical engineering, food chemistry and biochemistry, functional foods, food microbiology, food enzyme, food ingredients and other related fields. The knowledge that he has make him able to invent a machine change the molecular structure of water into food as he want to make food from water using machine "The Flint Lockwood Diatonic Super Mutating Dynamic Food Replicator" (FLDSMDFR). He also needs to have to know the amount of protein, carbohydrate and fat that contents in the food that produce. He also need to have a firm understanding in molecular interactions, food composition, and interaction within foods.
Later on he also has to know the effect of food that he produces on human health when they eat the foods to avoid the risk of hazards from foods.
For me the idea of food rain is such a great idea. If it comes real, I believe we can avoid world hunger that causes a child death for every 15 minutes. Flint invention has make a difference to the health and wellbeing of future generations. On the other hand it may look as an opportunity from the side of lazy people who do not wants to prepare food and cook as they just need to place the order for food and here`s come the rain food. But if we look for the side of world hunger places like Dhaka, Zimbabwe and other third world country, we`ll see this a medicine to cure the problems that face. This machine will absolutely improve people`s life there. But it may encounter problem like there`s no rain in that area, thus we may make a fake rain as alternative there.
Flint invention also make the balance food consumption be easier as he can control the type of food that will be rained from the sky through his incredible machine FLDSMDFR. Then it depends on the people themselves to make sure they do not consume excess amount than their body needs. We are not suppose to eat more than our body need, because food is the fuel for our body to work and stay alive as word goes we eat to live, not live to eat.
His idea may spark a new fresh idea in world food industry like minimizing the food delivery cost. This is absolutely good for the development of food biochemistry. This not only for food industry field but it may be spread to other industry that encounters the need of delivery. May be one time we do not need cargo to deliver food or clothes. We also do not need to use preservation to preserve foods during transportation as the foods are easily transferred to other places. Consequences, this is a very fuel safe method as we only need to use electricity once when we wants to power up the process. While comparing to transportation using cargo and trucks we need fuel for it to travel. Thus this fuel save machine will save the environment and air.
He also contribute to his community not only by supplying the safe, nutritious and wholesome foods but also saving his people by fighting with the giant meatballs monster during apocalyptic food storm strike that is about to destroy the world. His almost lost his life during the fight. Luckily he is safe and won the fight. He show his protective, brave and responsible attitudes and concern on the town resident`s safety through the fight with the giant meatball. This is kind of self-realization is very important to have in our hearts so that we love each other in this world.
Flint is a very strong spirit young inventor who dreams of creating something that will improve everyone's life. He never gives up eventhough his invention sometimes fails. His attitude should be taken as an example by the young viewer. They should never gives up in life and stand again whenever they fall or fail. Mr. Lockwood has always believes that he is one of the best as what his mother always encourage him to. He is also such a very hardworking and smart gifted person. We should take his character as a throwing stone for us to improve ourselves and our community.
Back to the story, I think for the hygiene purpose he may need to put the process on a very specific area like a very huge steel tray so that the foods do not spill all over the places and causes mess. It will also make sure the foods are fresh and safe to be intake.

masalah2 ibu mengandung...what will i do as a doctor?

2009-12-22T10:03:00.000-08:00

Maternal & Foetal Conflicts
1. What account for the rising awareness of maternal foetal conflicts?
We must count on the mother`s life and safety and her baby life safety, life and health too. The mother`s decision and her partner decision.

2. What happen then medical therapy is indicated for one patient yet contraindicated for other?
We must count both safety and help both of them. If it is harmful for one of them, then we need to avoid it. We could talk with the family and give explanation with reasons plus consequences of the therapy. We must determine which one is the most priority based on the comparison of the condition of both of them.

3. When does a foetus or newborn become a person?
Foetus is thought as a person since the fertilisation occurs that is when it is at zygote form.

4. People have rights, does a foetus have right?
Foetus has right. They are human too.

5. What if maternal decision seems to be based on unusual believes?
Talk to the family and that particular person so that they understand the need of that treatment. Told her that God creates us and He gives us brain to thinks. God ask us to try hard and then pray for His help.

6. What about obtaining court order force pregnant to comply?
I agree because i think not every pregnant woman is aware of their health condition and their needs.

Muhammad Adam Hariz

2009-12-16T23:48:00.000-08:00

i got nepehew few days ago..he is about 4kg..so cute...love him so much..here`s some of his picture..
pagi tu..
abg zaidi n kak wani start keta p Mahsuri dulu.
then aku n ayah n sekeuarga ikot p..tgh2 perjalanan abg zdi kol..ckp dh konfem bedah pkul 1.30 nti..
kak wani masuk wad..then tgu2..
pkul 1.30..dy masuk operation teater..abg zaidi pon masuk..tunggu la kami kt luar..semua neves..takot sgt2..
pkul 2 tepat..dgr baby crying..mat danial melompat excited dgr the crying of our very first nephew..huhu.
tgok la baby tu..huhu..semue nurse n doktor komen dy besar..n kiut mcm aku la..huhu

Perempuan Korea yg Nyamar Plenacong rupa2nya pendakwah Kristian Laknatullah

2009-12-16T23:46:00.000-08:00

I can’t believe what has happen to me today when i was waiting for bus to back to MSU...there`s a women who tried to `dakwah` me into Christianity...hates it...she suppose to be jailed..Malaysia is an Islam country...how could she have bible in Malay translation while the government has already oppose the printing of that sort of Malay bible...she tried to give me some pamphlet about Christian..but i refused it..lucky me not to be influenced by any of her talk and persuasion. ..She said she is from korea..well this thing happen in bus stop PKNS..sometimes it seems that it is so dangerous to reply a hi from stranger...

Adus bekenan la heels ni..huk3x

2009-12-14T10:30:00.000-08:00

It is so hard when u r a born as heels lover...huk3x...Wearing heels is truly painful for long time..but all the pain is beauty pain huh...love the heels that i found during my search on the internet last week...pls choose for which one I should buy..I am kind big fan of snake skin..But the fake one only.. can’t imagine if i wear a genuine snake skin..i guess will wash my hands over n over again if i touch the heels..hehehe...

kenduri rumah pakcik mas di meru n sunway xmas clebration...

2009-12-07T00:52:00.000-08:00

now is still in early december..forthnight more all the christian people will celebrate christmas..so here`s some pic that i snap during the promotion n celebration in sunway..me n the no. 2 jalan polo air girls went sunway yesterday..it is quit amusing.. n lot2 of clothes..even wigs there in one halloween shop there..huhu..just njoy the scenery n pic..

but bfr all the sunwy njoyment..kitorg g kenduri rumah pakcik mas..huhu..anak lelaki bongsu dy kawen..cantik sgt pngntin pompuan tu..huhu..semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat ye..penat juagk sesat2 sblom smpai..huhu..siap masuk highway pdhal xkne highay pon..

thursday!!!!

2009-12-04T22:27:00.000-08:00

pg2 aku dh bangun sbb nk search pasal anugerah skrin..huhu..actually aku dh borink tdo..tu yg bgun awal 2..tp xmnadi pon..tetibe fmly syak dtg...n mke xmandi la aku turn salam n mak dy pastu amik offer letter dy..

semue tgah syok n new moon..

2009-12-02T07:46:00.000-08:00

mlm ni aku jek kt umah n B, Ned..xg mane2.yg len semue g tgok muvy...sadis...nk tgok gak..tapi fulus ndak ada..mcm mana bah..

Poster Filem indon Ciplak Sebijik2 Poster Filem Lain

2009-12-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

Memang kantoi lah kan kalau dah lihat perbezaan nya, mungkin di antara kalian yang dah lihat dan mungkin ada yang belum. Jadi kepada yang belum lihat boleh lah lihat. Bukan apa, certain orang Malaysia agak sayang sangat kepada negara jiran Malaysia. Sampai cakap sikit pun nak marah, then cakap let it go lah apa-apa lah. Waw! Tapi adakah Malaysia saja dipersalahkan dalam bab menciplak? Walaupun Filem di Malaysia tidaklah sebaik Thailand namun kita tidak meniru poster filem dari negara lain. Dah tuh kalian tahu band D’masiv ? lagi sempoi! Ciplak musik terus dan just tukar lirik, itupun orang Malaysia suka? Oh man! Macam tak ada “seni” langsung. Apakan daya kan, mari lihat beberapa penciplakkan poster filem mereka!

Mungkin sebilangan rakyat Indonesia di negara luar telah diusir keluar dengan menggunakan buluh runcing, Ops! banyak lagi gambar di dalam.

esok 1st day nk g kelas 4 my degree course..huk3x..kes ponteng..

2009-12-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

azam3x baru aku for this degree sem..
1)xnk dah on off tudung..nk cover up...pls kawan2ku tergur la aku..perli po xpe
2)nk g kelas..xnk ponteng dh..da kenyang da ponteng sebelum ni..huhu
3)nk dapat 3.80 n above..biar terbeliak bijik mate aku tgok result..huhu
4)da xnk ponteng solat

aku panas..hangin3x

2009-12-01T05:18:00.000-08:00

ade sorg ni ske sgt cr pasal n aku..kang aku tempeleng senget pale..leh ckp aku ni really2 bt die piss off..ish..ni yg nk hangin ni...
ape2 pon aku de few gbr yg aku jumpe time tgh syok belek2 fb mbe2..yg aku jpe kt tenet la...huk2x

dalam bus otw balik raya haji kt kedah..24 november 2009

2009-12-01T01:53:00.000-08:00

Hari ni aku dalam bus..otw balik alo staq...kt seksyen 17 ni..dlm bus..rase bored..so aku on laptop..isi taip2 ape yg patot..aku ponteng kelas mgu ni kos geng umah aku semue balik..so berani ken k tgal sorg kt kelas semata2 nk g 1st week klas..yg konfem2 nti pensyarah tanye..nama sape..asal ne.skool mane dulu..huhuhu..dh hafal dh soalan tu...jahat x??hehhe...aku ske la tgok pompuan pkai shawl..mcm2 cara dorg pektis..ade yg namapak ok..ade yg serabot milo aku tgok...huhuhu...
Wish list!!!
Importante...beli gelang...xoxo..secret..
Henset baru..supaye aku leh snap pic n ltak gbr2 bes
Kasut yg flat n selesa n btotop n pektikel.crocs..xpon element ke..
Hangbag seed..
Purse kulit boye ori...
Rak buku..

mcm xpcaya ape yg aku jumpe time saje2 google name seniri

2009-12-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

Ouh, lama tak update blog. result SPC MARA dah kua. So Here's the list.

Credit to Anwar Hakim.

IB PERUBATAN (KM BANTING) - 17
AIDA NOR ILLYANA BT. AZMI
AISYAH BT JOHARI
ARINA DIYANA BINTI ZULKEFLEE
FARAH FADILAH BINTI MOD MA`ASUM
KHAIRUNNISA BINTI MOHAMAD YUSOF
MARNI SHUHAILA BT KAMALLUDDIN
MUHAMMAD SYAUQAN BIN ZAINI
NOR FARRAH DIANA BINTI NORDIN
NUR ATIQAH BINTI AHMAD BADRI
NUR FARADILLA BINTI MOHD FISHOL
NUR NADIRA BINTI ABD RAHIM
NUR ZAIMAH BINTI AMRI
SARAH `AINAA BINTI SHAHARUDDIN
SAYIDATUL AESYA BT MOHD MAZELI
SITI NUR RIFHAN BINTI KAMARUDDIN
WAN NORAFIFAH BINTI WAN LONG

IB KEJURUTERAAN (KM BANTING) - 10
MOHAMMAD IZWAN BIN SANUSI
MUHAMAD SYAMIL BIN CHE ELLIAZIZ
MUHAMMAD AFIF BIN MD SANI
MUHAMMAD AFIF BIN ZAINUDIN
MUHAMMAD ASYRAF B ZULAZNI
MUHAMMAD LUQMAN B ABD SHAKUR
NOR NAZIA BINTI KASAH
NUR IRMA IZATTY BINTI MOHD ROSLI
ROSZALIA BINTI AHMAD
SYAZANA BINTI OMAR

IB BIOTEKNOLOGI (KM BANTING) - 3
AIN ZUBAIDAH BT AYOB
AMIN RUKAINI B MUSTAFA
NURHAYATI BINTI AHMAD NOORZI

A-LEVEL PERAKAUNAN (KM SEREMBAN) - 4
AINUL SHAKIRAH BINTI SHAFIE
AZLAN ZAINOORIN BIN MOHD AMIN ZAINOORIN
MUNZER BIN SHAMSUL IWARDI
NUR DIYANATUL AQILAH BINTI ROMLAN

A-LEVEL KEJURUTERAAN (KM SEREMBAN) - 18
AHMAD MUZZAMMIL BIN MOHD FARIDZA
AHMAD YUSUF BIN AHMAD MAHIR
ALIFA AFIAH BINTI AHMAD ZAHIDI
FARAH HANISAH BINTI WAHIZAN
MOHAMAD AIZAT BIN ROSDI
MOHAMAD NIZAM BIN MOHAMAD NASIR
MOHAMMAD IQBAL BIN AZIZ @ AWANG
MOHAMMAD KHAIRUL SAFWAN B KAMARUZAMAN
MUHAMMAD FITRI BIN JAMIL
MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN ABDUL WAHAB
NABILA HANNA BINTI ZULKIFLI
NUR HAZIQ BIN IDRIS
NUR SHAFIKA BINTI SHAHRUDDIN
NUR SHAHEERA BINTI SELAMAT
NURUL HANNAH BINTI ABDUL GHAFFAR
SHARIFAH NURHIDAYAH BINTI SYED ANWAR ALY
SITI NABILAH BT ZAINUDDIN
WAN MOHD SYAFIQ IRFAN B WAN MOHD SHUHAIMI

A-LEVEL TESL (KM SEREMBAN) - 1
MOHD NIZAR NADZMI BIN ABD RAHIM

IB PERGIGIAN (KM SEREMBAN) - 7
FARAH NAJIAH BT MOHD ZULKEFLI
NUR HIDAYAH BT JOHARI
NUR NAJAA BINTI MD BASIR
NURHIDAYAH BT AB. WAHID
NURUL AIN ATIQAH BINTI ELIAS
NURUL FARHANA BINTI ROSLI
SITI SYAZWANI FICKRY BINTI FICKRY

IB PERUBATAN (KM SEREMBAN) - 8
HAZLAMI BIN AHMAD NIZAM
MADIHAH BINTI YUSOFF
NABILAH BT HASBULLAH
NUR AMIRAH BINTI ABDUL WAHAB
NUR DIYANA BT ABD SAMAD
NUR NABILAH BTE KAMAR
SITI RAIHAN BINTI MOHAMAD AZMAN
UMI NABIHAH BT M RAZALAN

IB MATH/SAINS (KM SEREMBAN) - 2
NOR FARAHTUL AIN BINTI HARUN
NUR ASILLA BINTI HASNOL PUAD

IB BIOTEKNOLOGI (KM SEREMBAN) - 4
AINNATUL ADAWIYAH AHMAD TERMIZI
NORFADHILAH BINTI RAMLI
NUR NADIAH BINTI ZAINAL ARIFF
WAN HANANI BINTI MOHD NASIHUDDIN

PERUBATAN (SAM TAYLOR’S COLLEGE) - 14
ABDUL HALIM HAFIZUDDIN BIN ABDUL RASID
ADILAH BINTI AMIL
AZRATUL FARHAN BINTI CHE ABD GHANI
LOKMAN HAKIM BIN AHMAD SHUKRI
MANISSA BINTI SUFIAN
MUHAMMAD SYAUKAT BIN BAHARI
NADHIRAH BINTI ABD HALIM
NUR AISYAH BINTI MD IBRAHIM
NUR SAKINAH BINTI ZULKIFLI
NUR SYAZWANY BT MOHD LUTFI
NURUL NADIA BINTI MOHD GHAZALI
RADHWA BINTI AHMAD
RAHAEL ALIA BINTI KAMAL FASHA
WAN NUR MAIZATUL AKMAL BT WAN MOHAMAD

BIOTEKNOLOGI (1+3 SAM TAYLOR’S COLLEGE) - 2
MUHAMMAD HUSSEIN B MD SHAHIRAN
NUR I'ZZATI BINTI FADZIL

SAINS AKTUARI (2+2 ADTP TAYLOR’S COLLEGE) - 2
FAIZAH SYURIYYAH BINTI ZAINUL ABIDIN
ROEFATIN BINTI RIDZUAN

PERAKAUNAN (AUSMAT INTEC UITM) - 3
ESYATEES SOLEEHA BINTI YUSOF
NADHIRAH BINTI ROSLAN
ZAINAL AHMAD BIN ZAINAL ADLISHAH

KEJURUTERAAN (AUSMAT INTEC UITM) - 1
AFIFUDDIN AKMAL BIN AZIZAN

BIOTEKNOLOGI (AUSMAT INTEC UITM) - 1
NUR AININA BINTI ABDOLLAH

KEJURUTERAAN (ADFP INTEC UITM) - 1
NIRO HARYAMEN BIN MOHD RAIS

SAINS AKTUARI (ADFP INTEC UITM) - 7
AFIQAH BTE SAIFUL YAZAN
ATIFA MARYAM BINTI NORBANAN
LIYANA BT DZULKEFFLEE
NAIMAH BINTI JAILANI
NUR AZLEEN BINTI MOHD RAZEIP
NURHAYATI BINTI SULAIMAN
SARAH ATIKAH BT SIRAJUL HUDA

BIOTEKNOLOGI (ADFP INTEC UITM) - 3
NORHAZLIN BT MOHAMAD KHOIRI
NUR AIN BINTI JUSOH
SALWANI BINTI MUHAMAD HARISH

TEK. MAKL./ICT (ADFP INTEC UITM) - 3
AISYA BINTI AZIZ
FAIZ HAKIM BIN LURMAN
SITI MASHITAH BINTI SHAMSUL ANUAR

KEJURUTERAAN (VANDERBILT UNIV.) - 3
HASNUR SYAMIMI BINTI HASSAN
KHAIRUL ASYRAQ BIN ABDUL FAHIMI
NADIAH HUSSEINI BINTI ZAINOL ABIDIN

A-LEVEL SAINS AKTUARI (KYUEM) - 2
ABDUL HAQ BIN MOHAIDIN
MOHAMMAD SHAHRUL AMRI BIN MAT SHUKRI

FOUNDATION PERUBATAN (KUTPM) - 11
AFIF NUHAA BINTI JUWAHIR
FATIMAH BINTI HASMAD
HANIS HANINY BINTI MOHD SAID
HIDAYATON NUR AIN BT ABDUL RAZAK
MUHAMMAD QYAIRIL ANWAR BIN CHE ZAINOL
NABILA HUDA BINTI MAHAMAD ISA
NORSYAKIRAH BINTI YAHYA
NUR AMIRA SYUHADA BINTI ALIAS
NUR LIYANA BINTI ABD RAHIM
NURUL FADHLINA BINTI MUHAMED EDIL
SITI NUR AMIRA BINTI GHAZALI

FOUNDATION PERUBATAN (ACMS) - 3
MUHAMMAD AMIRUL BIN ABDULLAH
NORAISYAH BT AZMI
SITI NABILAH BINTI BAHARUDIN

A-LEVEL PERUBATAN (KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR) - 4
MOHD IZZAT SHAFIQ B AZIZAN
MUHAMMAD HANIS BIN MONAER
NURUL SYAZNI BINTI MOHAMAD BASIRON
SITI NAZIRA BT MOHD NASIR

A-LEVEL PERGIGIAN (KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR) - 1
SHARIFAH NAJIHAH BINTI SYED IDRUS

KEJURUTERAAN PERANCIS (PRE-FRANCE MFI) - 2
MOHD SYAZWAN SYAFIQZI BIN MOHD FAUZI
MUHAMMAD SYAZANI B BASRI

A-LEVEL PERUBATAN (KOLEJ SHAHPUTRA) - 6
MUHD RABANI RAFIUDDIN BIN ABD RAHIM
NIK NUR IMAN BINTI NIK GHAZALI
NUR AISHAH HIKMAH BINTI ISHAK
NUR FATHUL ISLAM BT MUHAMAD KASHFI
NUR FITRIYANI AFIQAH BINTI ABU BAKAR
TG MOHAMAD SHAHIZAD B TG SHAHRIL

A-LEVEL KEJURUTERAAN JERMAN - 3
MOHAMAD NOOR IQBAL BIN MOHAMAD YUSOFF
MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ BIN MOHD SALLEH
NIK MOHD IRFAN BIN NIK MOHD KAMAIL

PRA U KEJURUTERAAN (RUSSIA MIAT) - 2
MOHAMED EL HAICQAL BIN MAZLAN
MOHAMMAD SYAMIL BIN MOHD YUSOFF

PERUBATAN (FOUNDATION UNITY) - 1
NURUL HAZLIANA BINTI HARUN

NEW POST..THE NEW ME..

2009-11-23T01:55:00.001-08:00

hi..kali pertama...aku kt shah alam dh now...dok taman tadisma...kmarin aku balik pj..sekali tgh swim ade org melayu minum arak..tau la weekend pon...benci tol..damansara pdana..full of surprise